I don’t know how to let go of Elusive Blue.
When I came back from my long break the story turned into reality for me. I don’t have an exact Geto, but his fear of love now is just the same.
Love has no limits, love has no boundaries, love is powerful, love is rich.
You love through your fears because we’re all searching for love. In our family, in our friends, in our romance.
I’ve loved those who hurt me because they needed love at the time, but I knew when to stop, when loving them no longer served me. I hurt, I hated, I cried, but I hopped back up … because I’m in love with love.
It’s not love’s fault. It’s not my fault. I go and love again, because we need it. Everyone isn’t me, and it has pained me more than I want to admit, but my hope is alive because love prevails.
This is why I write. It may seem like fairytales, but this becomes my reality soon enough and it can be yours. Choose wisely. Love wisely.
I type this as I lay next to the man that fears the pain of love, yet here he is in my bed, close to me, arm outstretched and resting on me to hold hands as he sleeps.
It is not spoken often, just like with Geto, but it is felt. That’s how strong love is. Even when it is denied, you cannot deny the actions of the heart. It just takes over sometimes.
Now go love.