Nikia Bella

Am I back? It's 2026 I haven't posted an update on here since March of 2024. 
          
          I finally accepted the fact that I'm not a 9-5 girly. part time will be my best friend because I just want to CREATE. It's time to get back to the basics.

I hope you all are doing well. I was called to just send a message out. 
          
          Things are looking up for me, I’m in a state of focus and tranquility. I’m less angry, I’m less agitated I’ve been learning how to control how to look at the positive sides of things, but I’ve also learned how to let out the negative if I need to. Like crying just sitting in silence feeling sorry for myself just a little bit but I get back up and I don’t let it linger. 
          
          I got a library card and I currently have 6 big ass books checked out and I plan to read them all, if not 6/6, I’d like to finish 5/6.
          
          You got this. Whatever you may be going through. 
          
          Once this transition is stable, I’ll be back writing fanfiction. 
          
          Love you ❤️
          
          

I have been marinating for a couple days on making a sequel to Elusive Blue … 
          
          The Sequel would be if Y/N had chose to stick with Gojo and not continue with Geto because of his BSing. Of course Geto would still be in it like Gojo was in Elusive Blue. 
          
          How yall feel about that? 

Hey(to everyone reading). I hope you are having a good day. I am new to this fandom(not to writing ofc). I have started a new book today. I will like to share it here, hoping it you guys to read it. If you have any problem with me posting me here(to admin), Please let me know. 
          
          The book is gojo×fem reader. Its a brothers bestfriend trope. Shower your love and blessing. 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1412982682?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=blaklin_xoxo&wp_originator=4JqB%2BG5cx40NKD%2FE3NyCkhJhQZdOlMrpQouBg9DhvdpJixE5AuyQ5xz4OmUTblEEQkvyRe%2Fv4s%2F1viHz9I8ObZzH06JI1uImde7TJ23P51JOVKhU6URgdkd93WvX9UCJ
          
          With love
          ~bluemoon

I don’t know how to let go of Elusive Blue. 
          
          When I came back from my long break the story turned into reality for me. I don’t have an exact Geto, but his fear of love now is just the same.
          
          Love has no limits, love has no boundaries, love is powerful, love is rich.  
          You love through your fears because we’re all searching for love. In our family, in our friends, in our romance. 
          
          I’ve loved those who hurt me because they needed love at the time, but I knew when to stop, when loving them no longer served me. I hurt, I hated, I cried, but I hopped back up … because I’m in love with love. 
          
          It’s not love’s fault. It’s not my fault. I go and love again, because we need it. Everyone isn’t me, and it has pained me more than I want to admit, but my hope is alive because love prevails. 
          
          This is why I write. It may seem like fairytales, but this becomes my reality soon enough and it can be yours. Choose wisely. Love wisely. 
          
          I type this as I lay next to the man that fears the pain of love, yet here he is in my bed, close to me, arm outstretched and resting on me to hold hands as he sleeps. 
          
          It is not spoken often, just like with Geto, but it is felt. That’s how strong love is. Even when it is denied, you cannot deny the actions of the heart. It just takes over sometimes. 
          
          Now go love. 

I write very long chapters on accident. I would apologize but if I’m gonna have yall waiting might as well make it worth it. 
          
          Current chapter 20 pages (I think) if reading on mobile lol

Kind of conflicted on how I should end Elusive Blue and what chapter it should end on 
          
          What do you guys think should happen? Or what do you want to happen 

 Don’t be mad at me yall lmao. I am about to sit down RIGHT NOW with my tea and type the rest of this threesome chapter for Elusive Blue. 
          
          Y’all just don’t know though the type of mental state it takes to type this stuff sometimes lmao.

 I quit my job due to stress so shameful plug $brinikiabella 
          
          New chapter of Elusive Blue coming soon lmao

It’s all fun and games now …But Elusive Blue is named Elusive Blue for a reason.