nikis_noviafr

I took over a year off and cut you b1tches some slack….but tell a friend to tell a friend… SHES BACCCKKKKK

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Dude I recently found this writer called @tbznewberry and they have the most amazing ya sere books with mafias,hybrids,vampires,AND EVEN TITANIC AND CORALINE and I ate that shit up.every chapter was like heaven in hell and I have never followed an account so fast

nikis_noviafr

@tbznewberry YOUR WORK IS SO AMAZING OMG YOU HAD ME SMILING AND KICKING MY FEET WHILE HAVING THE CHILLS FROM THE CREEPY THEMES
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tbznewberry

@ZavalaAS_happy  aw I'm so glad you're enjoying them :)♡♡
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nikis_noviafr

YALLLL ya girl was very much depressed todaywe love thatttttt.basically p1harmony tickets were on sale and the bus gets home like at 3:16 or around that and so I asked my mom if she could pick me up by car and she told me to tell a teacher to call her and I was like okay I’m good she just has to pick me up before I get on the bus…LITTLE DID I KNOW SHE WENT THROUGH THE CAR RIDER LINE and so I was at home already kinda sad because I didn’t know at the time and I was waiting in the thing on live nation cause I needed tickets for Washington D.C. and by the time mom got home there was like 10 people in front of me so I got super excited cause P1harmony has made me feel a way I have never ever felt about any other group or celeb has ever made me feel in my life like you don’t even understand I love them so much I even flew from North Carolina to la to see them for a day and if you don’t know that means that I literally flew across the whole state but anyways long story short(not really this is long)I didn’t get tickets and everyone left the house so I was alone to think about everything and I started blaming myself for not knowing about the car rider line thing and I started to cry and the more I thought about it the more I cried and that went on for like 20 minutes and it kept on going for like a hour more after thatand my TikTok fyp decided to give me P1harmony videos and so did YouTube and my dumb ads thought it would be a good idea to listen to p-harmony ballads and slower sadder(atleast the vibe it gave)songs and I started ugly crying even harder while cleaning the house cause I had to clean while they were gone and k just felt like trash almost the whole day…. But v never felt this way because of a kpop group ever in my life and I felt crazy for a few minutes but I just shrugged it off cause this is normal when it comes to something I really care about.anyways stan p1harmony and stream do it like this

nikis_noviafr

Damn I wrote a whole 5 page essay
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nikis_noviafr

OMGGGGG I tried out for soccer today and they had us run around the whole field which is HUGE and they had us dodging drills and I have never played soccer in my life….I didn’t know what the hell I was doing the WHOLE time but I wasn’t to embarrassed because 2 of my other friends tried out with the same amount of knowledge(aka 0) tried out with me and we’ve promised to try our best and to suffer and learn together if we get in but tbh I don’t know if I even want too….iv never really WANTED to play soccer or felt like I love soccer and I want to join the team.I just did it for fun and it’s not fun.it’s tiring and complicated and I HATE running.it’s not that I can’t do it eventually but it’s the fact that I wasn’t immediately good at it that bothers me.I hate when I’m not good at something and I feel like this could cause a lot of stress to me but I’m still gonna try not to give up and give it my best and ask my friends who can ACTUALLY play for some help

nikis_noviafr

@NCTsSpoildBrat thank you!im gonna keep trying because you never know what will happen but if it starts to have a negative affect on me than I’m outta therethankfully my parents support me in either choice that I make so I’m good:)
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seventeenshome

@ZavalaAS_happy Don't worry i promise you will get better, as long as you have fun thats all that matters!
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nikis_noviafr

My big brother bought them for me and I would feel TERRIBLE if he bought them for no reason:( so even if I don’t get in on the team or if I decide I don’t want too then I’m gonna keep practicing and maybe have soccer as a hobby and to just play with my friends occasionally 
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