
nikittarius
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hi lil beans ! so, i've actually written the next chapter of RealityShift about four times now, and every single version just feels off, arghhh ?!! no matter how I approach it, I end up hating it. and honestly, I'm starting to feel stuck... right now, the chapter is supposed to cover Ara and Ni-ki's first time, but something about the tone or intensity keeps throwing me off. every time I try to write it, I end up feeling weirdly repulsed by it—even by them—which is a clear sign I need to take a step back and rethink things. I might be making it too intense or pushing it to a point that even I don't enjoy reading. and like... if I, a certified freak with almost no limits when it comes to intimacy, feel gross reading it ?! then I know it's not hitting right and I'm sure you WON'T like it either... so to avoid getting totally blocked and to keep the story moving, I think I might temporarily skip that part in the main timeline. the next chapter will pick up after the first time, focusing on what happens between them in the aftermath...? don't worry, I still fully plan to write that scene, just not right now. once I find the right tone and version that feels true to their dynamic and satisfying for me, I'll include it as a bonus chapter...ok...? thanks so much for being patient with me, i'd rather take my time and get it right than force something I don't feel good about. for real though, if I am that stuck on a chapter it means I should not take that direction yet, forcing things will just make it messy. love you all and big smooches ! muaaah

RLGHOR
@nikittarius I'd love anything really I feel like it adds since it proves that the industry or everything isn't perfect and I feel likes it makes more tension I was hoping for something like filthy tbh but whatever you want queen just know if you do post the 80k filthy version I'll read it 80k times:])
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choiyuyuyuri
@nikittarius just do what you feel good with girl we won’t complain!! your writing is literally a blessing to read no matter what you write
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Hanannanahhh
HRKDFJNFDUJ NIA IS SO CUTE riki is just there BUT NIAS SO CUTE

msaelii
So uhm here in Egypt the internet cut off because the wires got burned and I'm on mobile data it's like really weak so I'm gnna reread rs since it's such a masterpiece

chggddh
liaaaaaaaa im so excited for your stories and I’m glad you’re figuring everything out! I’m redoing my room with like some aya takano pictures and it lowkey reminds me of nia….especially because it’s like fun pastel colors! also I just wanted to let you know bc I was looking at my camera roll that I screenshotted every time you replied or liked my videos -even though we’re mutuals which omg I cry I love you- bc I’m such a fan heheh

wonysenhxpen
Like 2 weeks ago I was actually about to kill myself but then I remembered that I’m still waiting for the new chapter of RS so I decided not to thanks to you <3

wonysenhxpen
IM CRYING a chapter 22 girl… but don’t worry as long as you’re alive I will be too
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nikittarius
@wonysenhxpen if that's not a joke please do reach out whenever you feel this way lil bean omg do not pull a chapter 22
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enniishimura
MAMA I JUST WENT TO MY CORNER SHOP AND SAW THE GIRL I WAS FRIENDS WITH WHEN I WAS YOUNGER AND ME AND MY HG HAD PILLOWS STUFFED DOWN OUR TOP. BACK AND FRONT. OK AND IM NOT TRYING TO BE RUDE ABOUT THIS AT ALL BUT SHES LIKE A REALLY BIG GIRL LIKE REALLY BIG BUT WE WAS WALKING BACK AND I HEARD THIS LOUD ASS LAUGH. TURN AROUND AND SHE WAS CACKLING BEHIND US. MAMA I HAVE NEVER RAN SO FAST. I LITERALLY SPRINTED ROUND THE CORNER

enniishimura
@nikittarius I ACTUALLY NEARLY SOBBED SHES A REALLY MEAN GIRL ASWELL SO I ZOOMED AWAY BRO
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enniishimura
@nikittarius we looked really funny okay? why not it made me so hot omg uk weather is foul
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nikittarius
@enniishimura wait I'm really trying to understand why the hell you had pillows stuffed down your top ?! "she's a big girl" god come on now I cannot—NOT THE CACKLE BEHIND Y'ALL THOUGH JDJSKDK
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writeshyunjin
on a long ass flight right now and finally started ride or hide I LOVEEE THIS DYNAMIC niki is so hot #needthat (what?) in this ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh your writing style is so good, it’s the perfect balance of poetic and humor and it makes it so easy and satisfying to read as a reader. You make me FEEL THINGS pls teach me your ways lol

nikittarius
@writeshyunjin jokes aside post concert depression is not fun at all... I'm glad you at least got to see them and basically carved a memory you will never forget well unless you get Alzheimer's but you get me, crazy how one literally travels just to see their boys argh—you got this babe !
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writeshyunjin
@nikittarius I'm coming home from London!!! I did some sight seeing and saw Stray Kids last night (trying to recover from severe post concert depression) yeah I love him so much in this, literally need that in my life wtf> hehehe headbutt me then
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nikittarius
@writeshyunjin oh you're on a flight ?! where you going lil bean ? oh my ! you like zaddy niki ? grrrr bahahaha more seriously thank you so much it means a lot that you feel things while you read my stuff, for real, that's any writer's goal argh, you're too wholesome I'll headbutt you once you land, help
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nikittarius
hi lil beans ! so, i've actually written the next chapter of RealityShift about four times now, and every single version just feels off, arghhh ?!! no matter how I approach it, I end up hating it. and honestly, I'm starting to feel stuck... right now, the chapter is supposed to cover Ara and Ni-ki's first time, but something about the tone or intensity keeps throwing me off. every time I try to write it, I end up feeling weirdly repulsed by it—even by them—which is a clear sign I need to take a step back and rethink things. I might be making it too intense or pushing it to a point that even I don't enjoy reading. and like... if I, a certified freak with almost no limits when it comes to intimacy, feel gross reading it ?! then I know it's not hitting right and I'm sure you WON'T like it either... so to avoid getting totally blocked and to keep the story moving, I think I might temporarily skip that part in the main timeline. the next chapter will pick up after the first time, focusing on what happens between them in the aftermath...? don't worry, I still fully plan to write that scene, just not right now. once I find the right tone and version that feels true to their dynamic and satisfying for me, I'll include it as a bonus chapter...ok...? thanks so much for being patient with me, i'd rather take my time and get it right than force something I don't feel good about. for real though, if I am that stuck on a chapter it means I should not take that direction yet, forcing things will just make it messy. love you all and big smooches ! muaaah

RLGHOR
@nikittarius I'd love anything really I feel like it adds since it proves that the industry or everything isn't perfect and I feel likes it makes more tension I was hoping for something like filthy tbh but whatever you want queen just know if you do post the 80k filthy version I'll read it 80k times:])
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choiyuyuyuri
@nikittarius just do what you feel good with girl we won’t complain!! your writing is literally a blessing to read no matter what you write
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vamphollies
Lia i need helpppp. i'm writing a story with Jake and like basically Jake and the fl lost a competition to Riki and he has to give them dares( he's a goofy ass in that story) and i have no idea what dare to choose. i want something embarassing but also that forces proximity for them but i just have NO IDEAAA it's a hs setting too btw

vamphollies
@nikittarius HAHAHA lowkey idk why but in this story any word similar to fuckass and bichass bastard is literally Riki LMAOOO
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fishiniki
HOW OLD IS RIKI IN RIDE OR HIDE??? I love big daddy rik ↕️