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Happy November bby <3 hope you’re having a lovely day muwh

Long story short: I got absolutely smashed last night 
          
          Moment of silence for my poor liver pls 
          
          Update’s still on the way, once I locate some coffee and a shred of self-respect lmao 
          
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          Hope you all had a killer Halloween and made better life choices than I did!!! 
          
          

Special treat for you all later today!! 
          
          Another update 
          
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₊˚♱‧₊˚. Happy Halloween spooky babes ₊˚♱‧₊˚.
          
          
          
          
          Any plans today?? 

I was literally just writing and “I’ll be good” by Jaymes Young had the audacity to start playing. 
          
          like okay yeah that’s my harry. that’s him hurting. that’s him trying. trying his damn hardest to be better. to make up for everything. to love the right way this time <\33 

already almost done w the next chapter and I think ive gone mental :)

Update tonight :) 

I hope you’re having an amazing day, miss and love ya <33

anyone else’s wp acting dumb 
          
          nothing is loading & it won’t even let me post a chapter without it giving me an error 

One year….
          
          Liam Payne was the glue. The quiet strength. The one who always showed up, even when no one was watching. Even when the others couldn’t always do the same, Liam was there. Supporting them. Defending them. Holding it all together with a kind of love that never asked for credit.
          
          He believed in them when the world started to let go. He believed in us too. In everything we built together.
          
          He gave so much of himself, even when it was hard. Even when he was hurting. Even in the darkest moments. He still gave. He still loved.
          
          Liam was a big part of what made One Direction feel like One Direction. Long after the music stopped. He gave us hope, not just for a reunion, but for something deeper. He reminded us, over and over again, that it was real. That it actually fucking meant something.
          
          He was proud. So proud. And he carried so much of it on his shoulders, even when it got heavy. Even through the darkest moments. And he did it with so much heart.
          
          And let’s be honest, he could be so unhinged in the best way. He’d say the most chaotic, out-of-pocket things with a straight face and make us absolutely lose our minds. He didn’t always get it right.. but who does? He was human. And beneath it all, his heart was good. And that mattered more than the mistakes.
          
          Losing him left a silence nothing can touch. It aches in a way that never really leaves.
          
          I miss him. I miss his smile, his voice, the way he made all of this feel safe and whole. But the love he gave, the way he made us feel, that stays. Always.
          
          Forever our Payno.
          
          Thinking of him so much today. Sending love to his family, to little Bear, to sweet Kate. The boys. Wherever you are, Liam… thank you xx