Nikki

Help meeeeeee!!! Ugh 

I think it's also because he has all these gorgeous girls that he works with as models and they are all stunning that I thought he was bullshitting me when he said he wanted to see where this would go... I think I got scared and pushed him away because he makes me really nervous and idk if I can handle him like being really into me... Idk if this makes any sense but he is on my mind all day and I just want it to be okay with us :/ 
          I feel pathetic that I'm being like this, I feel like I'm back in highskl lusting after this guy when I'm in college and can't be normal about it...
          @itslexs 

Oh man thanx for your help. Btw so basically he is a model legit. Like he works for modeling agencies and I was very chilled, nonchalant and really open with him. We have awesome conversations and so much in common. He's also a really nice guy like I would think someone so cute would be arrogant but he's totally not. So he basically told me he wld want to see where this would go and I said I would be friends with him! Cringeworthy to the max! And now he's not answering my txts and I am going crazy! I feel so out of my league here idk what to do... But will definitely flirt with him and mAyb try to get out of this awkwardness. Oh gosh I hope I do I Rly rly like this guy @itslexs

Good luck on your exams! You'll do great. I'm sure of it.

Guys I help me out!! I told I guy I really liked that we shld just be friends! Idk why the fuck I did that I got all flustered and ugh I'm pissed at myself and don't know what to do!! 

So 1D won an award over one republic and imagine dragons that is so big!!!

Actually blackbear is my new obsession! His voice is orgasmic listen to his song Idfc! Ugh too many music obsessions

So basically Rixton is my obsession <3

Your username tho. Haha on point.

"You are so used to your features, you don't know how beautiful you look to a stranger."