Lately life has been difficult, there are times where I begin to wonder what happens next. Is there a new opportunity waiting for me? Or is it only my imagination. Can I ever get over my thoughts or be haunted by the memories. I want to thank the people in my life who have not judged me, and I want to thank the ones who put much effort into staying. My mother was sick but she is ok now other than having ms. It has been 2 years of not seing my father and I miss him even though he was not the kindest. So by making this message I hope you know life has been hard and I appreciate everyones support.