nima_808

another storm is on its way, not even a week later. we can’t catch a break, huh? 
          
          i hope school is canceled again…

omg pray for hawaii yall :( 
          
          there’s a hurricane hitting us rn and a lot of Oahu’s power is out. school for me is literally canceled due to the weather (tho im not sad about that—i had a presentation and 2 tests tmrw). on the other side of the island (where my classmates live), people’s roofs were ripped off their houses and trees and street lamps were ripped out of the ground. the island of Hawaii is even worse though. the flooding is terrible. my dad is actually flying out there tmrw to help with recovery aid. this is actually crazy. 

@accioavacadoxx ohh okay! thank you for telling me. i wish you well in your future and thank you for all that you’ve done! good luck in life :D

hello :) 
          
          i’m sure everyone has heard of the new wattpad guidelines, and because of this, i will be moving a lot of my content onto Ao3. don’t worry, i’ll still post here, but i will also be posting on Ao3 as well. updates might be slow this week, as i have a lot of stuff to move over, and im pretty scared of my stuff being taken down since i write… questionable stuff lol.
          
          my Ao3 account is nima_808, the same as here. anyway, thanks for your patience and continued support! i am grateful for you all!

being at school for 13 hours straight is crazy 
          @—@

omg thanks you guys for 1k votes on my first saneobagiyuu story lol
          
          it was the first story i began posting here and ngl, i was out of my mind writing it haha
          
          thanks anyways, it really means a lot to me :)

having writer’s block sucks TwT

happy friendship day to all those i met on this platform!! i couldn’t have made it without all of you ❤️❤️

school starts in two days, and since i’ll be a senior this year, my grade planned a senior sunrise, which is basically the whole grade getting together at the beach to watch the sun rise. i really didn’t want to go, since i always skip social gatherings like this, but my parents forced me to go. we live on the other side of the island from the beach they wanted to go to, so i had to wake up at 3 to leave the house at 4 and get to the beach at 5. we were the first ones there, and the whole time we were waiting for my class to show up, i was trying to psych myself up, trying to convince myself i could do it. but as more people started showing up, maybe most of my grade, it got harder and harder to convince myself of that. my parents kept trying to force me out of the car, but i couldn’t. i have severe social anxiety btw. and then i ended up having a panic attack and crying. then we left the beach just after the sun rose at 6 to make the hour long trip back home. 
          
          i tried multiple times to get out of the car but i couldn’t. i saw everyone else having fun and talking to their friends, but i just sat there. i’m pathetic. i wish i were normal…

school starts next week monday, i haven’t finished my summer homework yet, and i haven’t updated in a longgg time…
          
          why am i so unmotivated TwT