nimanja

Phew. Hihi...
          	https://www.wattpad.com/1472003677-the-longing-butterfly-chapter-17

nimanja

@lidileen @sabrinaBerton1 @KaraAil_girl @MoonWeiWei 
          Thank you so much for giving me so much love when I needed it the most. I'm better than before. I just didn't want to talk about it for a few days. Actually, I'm a silent bird. I like to bear all the things only to myself. That's why.
          Love you all, too!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

aairanoornoor

@nimanja If you can't ignore them than make yourself strong enough that the hurtful words of those persons won't affect you... Be strong ❣️ just think and talk about those who loves you and want to see you happy..
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aairanoornoor

@nimanja That's like my girl ♥️
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nimanja

@aairanoornoor  I want to ask something. What if they are not that normal? I mean, what if they are someone who I can't ignore?
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nimanja

I want to say something that I won't be able to speak out.
          It's so depressing. I never thought of telling this but the situation made me write this. 
          I'd be updating my story as long as I can. I have some other story ideas, too. But I can't keep it together. 
          No one thinks about my feelings. What my heart feels. They don't speak for me. Just blame me for not being able to do anything. Is that my fault? I'm trying my best. It's just I can't do it. 
          No one loves me. No one hugs me. No one soothes me. No one cuddles with me. What they all do is find my faults. They only want me to give them name and fame. They don't care how much I sacrifice for it even though I fail every time. I don't have any privacy here. I hate it. They want to know each and every single thing about me. 
          I don't know what to do. I just know that I can't bear this anymore. I have had enough of all this. I feel like I'm surrounded by wild beasts who are ready to eat me anytime.
          I want to feel numb. So that they can't hurt my heart. I won't be feeling pain in my heart if I go numb. 
          Sometimes I want to go insane. So that I would not hear those painful things. I'm already suffering from migraines. And now, I just want someone to kill me. If one day I go silent without letting you know, please don't blame me. At least let my soul find some peace and love.
          I'll be updating until I get some love or I end this pain.
          Love you all.

MoonWeiWei

@nimanja what happend? who hurt you? tell me and how to connect with you (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠)
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KaraAil_girl

@nimanja don't be sad
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sabrinaBerton1

@nimanja if needed, we are here, don't worry, your readers will all be with you.  as a bonus, friends have the accounts on the fingers of their hand having more are not friends but profiteers so don't worry kisses take care of yourself it's already not bad
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nimanja

Hey, my friends!
          Haven't you received a notification from Wattpad saying that they will be deleting the user-user direct messaging (inbox) on the 06th of May at 0.00.00 UTC?
          Here's the 'Learn more' link I received.
          https://support.wattpad.com/hc/en-us/articles/204412040-Private-Direct-Messages

nimanja

@sabrinaBerton1  Yeah, we can comment. Just the inbox feature won't be there anymore.
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sabrinaBerton1

@nimanja we can always post comments I think whether they are authors or readers we will no longer see the old messages if I read your link correctly
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nimanja

I don't think so, dear. Cause one of my friend authors hasn't received it. You can check it on the link I posted above.
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