nimeni2213

i am 2 exams away from finishing with the exam period and i've literally woken up to the boy from the church having 7k reads??? how did this blow up? lmao i'm literally motivated to study so i can return to writing sooner because y'all are insane and i appreciate all of you and everyone taking their time to read my books i love you!!! and thank you for the patience, cause i procrastinate even for my hobbies

oniguh

you deserve it !!! all your readers love you too  good luck on your exams !!!
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nimeni2213

i am 2 exams away from finishing with the exam period and i've literally woken up to the boy from the church having 7k reads??? how did this blow up? lmao i'm literally motivated to study so i can return to writing sooner because y'all are insane and i appreciate all of you and everyone taking their time to read my books i love you!!! and thank you for the patience, cause i procrastinate even for my hobbies

oniguh

you deserve it !!! all your readers love you too  good luck on your exams !!!
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nimeni2213

happy new year!!! i'm sorry for not posting the *interesting* chapters i was talking about earlier, but i actually had an existential crisis writing them and i reflected back on all the years i've been working on that book and oh boy... i procrastinated until 2025 and now i have exams coming up and i need to focus on studies.
          
          WHICH MEANS that i'll post before february starts I PROMISE. 

nimeni2213

guys i can't even keep this secret anymore. y'all are probably gonna get the worst christmas present ever after i publish chapter 25 and 26.
          NO, the story isn't over yet but you will CRY. and i mean CRY.
          
          i'm just gonna say it already, chapter 26 is going to be some sort of a filler, not entirely, but it definitely drags, AND FOR AN IMPORTANT CAUSE. so buckle up and grab your tissues, cause in a few days y'all are gonna HATE me.

nimeni2213

NEVERMIND i got sick for the first time this cold season. and it wasn't even that bad! it lasted for about 3-4 days and one night i even slept for 11 hours which is absolutely crazy.
          
          HOWEVER. CHAPTER 25 AND 26 OF THE BOY FROM THE CHURCH WILL GIVE YOU EMOTIONAL DAMAGE SO PREPARE YOURSELF IF YOU WANNA READ THEM. I'M NOT EVEN KIDDING I ACTUALLY SHED A TEAR WRITING 26.

nimeni2213

i believe i made progress with my panic disorder. i never forget to take my pills and somehow i haven't gotten sick this cold season, except for occasional tummy aches that go away with otc medication. i gained some healthy weight, i sleep more than 8 hours per night, and my life has been so much better ever since i got in college. 
          
          being in this state now, i can look back at myself from 4, 5, 6 years ago and all i see is an extremely depressed teenager that's just trying to fit in and can't. and i see someone who already accepted that they will be rejected by everyone and that they shouldn't have any expectations, and someone who believes that they will be alone for the entirety of their life because no matter how strong a relationship connection can get, absolutely nothing in this world will defeat their thoughts and just watch as their negative habits destroy their life. 
          
          it's very strange. changing from a negative mindset to a positive one. it almost feels unreal, when all your life you've felt that way, and now, even though this change is good, it feels like an out of body experience.

nimeni2213

y'all hit 6k reads on the boy from the church and i didn't even notice until now. HUGE thank you to everyone who took their time to check it out and every vote is much appreciated. i wouldn't have imagined that so many people would even read the first chapter, so i'm grateful to all of you!!! 
          
          i know my schedule isn't the best, but lately i've been visiting wattpad more often, so i can assure you that i'm not going anywhere.

nimeni2213

THE HIGHLY REQUESTED CHAPTER 22 FROM THE BOY FROM THE CHURCH IS FRESH OUT THE OVEN FOR EVERYONE OUT THERE!!!!!! 
          
          i'm trying my best to edit the prewritten chapters with my new keyboard and my huge ahh nails (i don't even know why i decided on 1 inch long nails if i type with the tip of my fingers)
          
          also sorry if i post this a second time but i've been having issues with wattpad in the last few days and i don't know what's going on, but it shows me that my last message didn't get posted