niniiannwalkzz

Vinterlys will have a week long break (starting the Sunday that just passed) because the author had just betrayed (I just watched EP 7, and almost felt myself abstract)
          	
          	no but tbh, i need the break :((

niniiannwalkzz

This is so frustrating as someone with a very structure-strict OCD. I just figured out I forgot the entry for tomorrow for Vinterlys, and tomorrow's the last day of our preliminary examinations, so like, I still can't write tonight, but maybe tomorrow afternoon, I might cram it, and the following days forward. This is so frustrating. Ugh. I hate school.
          
          So, from this moment on, entries might delay, but won't be forgotten. Guaranteed they'd be out before the New Years.

Copylefter

Hey, props for making it this far that was impressive!
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niniiannwalkzz

It's TIIIIIIIIIIIIME!~ Happy 1st of December! I got us a little something to force me out of academics just to write again. Y'all have no idea how badly I wanna go back consistently writing again. 
          
          Anyhow, a Yandere multi fandom Christmas one-shots, from me to y'all! (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/404285375?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=niniiannwalkzz

niniiannwalkzz

An EDM-related rant (⁠╯⁠°⁠□⁠°⁠)⁠╯⁠︵⁠ ⁠┻⁠━⁠┻
          You know how I'm so sleepy right now and just doom scrolling on my IG when I found out about this new Alan project called "Lonely Club" with Steve Aoki. At first, I didn't mind it since it doesn't interest me. Like, hello? It has Aoki in it. I'm sorry, but I'm still disappointed after he slandered "Lonely" through "Are You Lonely". That'd be a decade-long grudge. "Lonely" with both Isaak AND Omar Noir is the goat.
          
          Then, I found out further about this new project through IG, right. I found out that apparently, Alan used AI in terms of visual matters for the project (dunno about the song, but hope now, unc's been in the industry for more than 10 frocking years. Would he still need to do that?). And y'all know how much I hate AI based on my last message board before this one. But somehow, I still made this getaway of "he only used it for assistance, and the materials used are man-made", but seeing the other comments from artists on IG, I couldn't help but feel heartbroken for them. One of them saying how a lot of actual artists lose their job day by day just because of an AI. Do y'all know how demotivating this is? Imagine honing your skills all your life only to have bigger artists like himself choose one that has no feelings and sentiments for its "art".
          
          [ will continue on replies ]

Copylefter

What the Walkerbot. Et tu, Alan Walker? Unbelievable 
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niniiannwalkzz

It's so funny how it exceed maximum words tf
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niniiannwalkzz

Maybe it's only for assistance, but real artists can also assist him, right? Right? 
            
            I don't know. I may have to be more informed than I currently am, but all I know is I'd be against my fav artist this one. I won't be surprised if half of Creator Circle spoke up about this (with the exception of the admins of their IG account, ofc they have to be in favour of him), but I dunno, but as one of them, I'll just walk away. It's not worth it.
            
            Okay, I'll be getting my 8 hours. Or 7, for this matter. I have work, gosh. I miss being full-time Wattpadder. I WANNA GO BACK READING AGAIN, NOT JUST WRITING MY SOUL OUT AAAAAA- ok bye.
            
            P.S Yes, I'm working on something. A lot of something. Too much that I dunno what to start. Help.
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niniiannwalkzz

This is very untimely, by the way, but I just had to let this one out. 
          
          Today, I unfortunately lost against someone who regularly uses AI to write for them. As a writer dedicated to the authentic art of writing, it wrenched my soul. I even cried in our school bathroom. Yes, I might not be good at writing, but I find pure joy out of it - something I never get anywhere else. 
          
          This is meant to be a call out against AI-minded "writers" and "artists". I couldn't deny that I use AI, but only when I'm either arranging my thoughts (because my thoughts are scattered, and yes, I'm sometimes just too lazy for mind maps) or...let's not talk about the other one, hehe. Either way, I never asked AI to write for me, especially knowing I worked for YEARS enhancing my writing style (as you can see in my older works. Cringe, right? AI "writers" never had that.)
          
          You might have fooled the system, but you'll always lack the authentic joy in writing. 
          
          With love (and karma),
          Walker #31312
          
          P.S yes yes im working on a birthday special, out in 4 days! ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

Copylefter

@niniiannwalkzz My school doesn’t technically allow AI to be used in English assignments, but teachers use AI tools across the board. It was only funny when I got an assignment about chatGPT written by chatGPT, but everything else is ridiculous. 
            It was only two people at the time who said “who doesn’t?” to using chatGPT for homework, and one of them admitted to only using it as a tool to understand the work, but I am suspicious now.
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niniiannwalkzz

@Copylefter WHOA does the school not know or they just tolerate the use of it? If it's the latter, I'm crashing out frfr, this AI ordeal is very upsetting. Why don't they just pick up a pen or smth like the olden times AAAAAAA
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            Idk why but I still look at the writing project that lost against an AI user, and just cry every time I'm reminded of it. Sigh. Petition to limit AI use in writing.
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Copylefter

Me too… I recently found out a lot of people in my honors classes use ChatGPT. I’ve never touched that website in my entire life; and I find AI images and stories working their way into our school system every day. Very saddening.
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niniiannwalkzz

Ok hi I'm not dead, it's the school's fault. My to-do list is STACKED and I can't even finish my college applications. Long story short, I'm officially someone diagnosed with OCD and a new NIPAN chap is coming tomorrow. If I remember. 
          
          I JUST WANNA GO BACK READING AGAIN I SWEAR I'LL GET BACK TO READING AND WRITING HERE AFTER I ARRANGE BACK MY LIFE :DD
          
          P.s There's like two bots who just followed me rn. Won't be as disturbing for me if it's just one, but it's two. What's going on

Copylefter

Welcome back to Wattpad! As for the bots, well, welcome to Wattpad :/ there’s also people who will randomly comment on a random chapter and say a ton of nice stuff and ask to do an art collab, they’re either scammers or just trying to make money, idk.
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niniiannwalkzz

Ok so, I've been gone for a while so I'm calling that unannounced hiatus, BUT I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!
          
          Life Update: Now that I am in the graduating level, things have been more than hectic. To the point that I have to take alprazolam and agomelatine every night (my first week hits Saturday). Still isn't the most stable and under observation for either Bipolar, OCD (no, just no), or GAD (the most obvious one), but I know I needed to come back in this very account and @eramthgin_391.
          
          I have new plans for CB, just not executed. I accept requests still, and I'll be on it after this.
          
          I paused outlining for NIPAN since I ran out of pages in my notebook, and would settle for another one for sure. One chap is ready tho, might upload it around next week? Or right now?
          And I was thinking of adjusting its upload frequency from two per month to just one. Sorry, graduating.
          
          Here's the thing. I have two more full-length standalone stories I've been conceptualising lately, but I don't know what to upload first:
          - First one's a 391 fanfiction. K's the MC.
          - Second one's a Walker fanfiction. Will highlight the lore in accordance to the official one at the website, but #0 won't be the MC.
          HELP ME DECIDE :DD
          
          Is all. Keep y'all drone's alive. Mine's 50%, legit. I saw it die even before Rise of the Drones arrives.

niniiannwalkzz

@Copylefter i'm convinced the air is currently surrounded with procrastination (jk)
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Copylefter

Nice to see you back :) I’m not dead just procrastinating having to write another mission scene for MW lmao
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niniiannwalkzz

I am so sorry for being so inactive. A lot of things were happening for these past few weeks.
          
          Anyhow, the official World of Walker app website thingy (?) has officially launched...yesterday. Though, there was a problem last night as I was trying it, but I checked it again earlier today and I can say it's usable now. Minus the part where you can customise your avatar and your drone. You can change its name though. Cool, ain't it
          Anyhow, feel free to add friend me on the website. Just search my ID, or "L1ghthouse" idk. I'm friendly there, I swear. I try to :DD
          And I kind of love the part where the official lore is there. Makes me wanna make an entire fanfiction around it...if I'm not as lazy as this.
          
          Is all! Stream Walker's new song (I forgot the title)!
          
          P.S I swear I'm still working on NIPAN :DD

Copylefter

LIGHTHOUSE MENTIONED 
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