You write such pretty words
But life's no story book 
Love's an excuse to get hurt - Bright Eyes

I'm not from you original crowd, I am not cheerful and avoid people as much as I can. I don't like people, its mentally draining. Why have to put up with people when I can enjoy my solitude?

I like all genres of music and books,
like horror or romance
like death metal or soul music

My mind is just filled with youtubers, everything else is just a foggy abyss -
I especially like
Markiplier
Jacksepticeye
CinnamonToastKen
Cryaotic
PewDiePie
Danisnotonfire
AmazingPhil
KickThePj
Crabstickz
ThatcherJoe 
There are many others but to much to list.