nishi_ki

liaaaaaa, i miss u in ways i cant even explain

soybeann

I was getting ready for bed tn and I started tearing up a bit because I remembered my memories with her book, RS. it was the best feeling in the whole world to read before bed and listen to my fav playlist 
          	  I miss her so dearly and I would do ANYTHING for Lia to come back. 
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nostalgicangel

so real i hope everyday that she comes back. I wonder how she’s doing
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nishi_ki

liaaaaaa, i miss u in ways i cant even explain

soybeann

I was getting ready for bed tn and I started tearing up a bit because I remembered my memories with her book, RS. it was the best feeling in the whole world to read before bed and listen to my fav playlist 
            I miss her so dearly and I would do ANYTHING for Lia to come back. 
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nostalgicangel

so real i hope everyday that she comes back. I wonder how she’s doing
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en__gene

Found you while I was trying to search about lia's whereabouts, I hope she's doing well man :(( i really miss her and her stories 

en__gene

@nishi_ki same man, hope she's taking care of herself 
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nishi_ki

same here :(( i really hope she’s okay wherever she is. she and her books were honestly such a comfort to me.  i really miss her a looot
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stxrniki

Im so glad lia’s absence is hitting other beans as hard as me. Im so glad to know im not alone. When I say I miss lia I dont mean just lia.
          I mean her stories, especially reality shift. The all nighters I pulled for it. Coming back to it after a long day/week/month. Our little chats. How excited I always got when she replied to my comments and messages. Her tiktoks. Her insta accouts. The discord server. The playlist I made for RS, and the one she made herself. The community; the beans. All of it. Everything. I miss the comfort of it all. But I feel like she’s going to come back one way or another…. atleast I hope so :(

cherrydrinkblossom

Hey how have you been doing??? Is it just me or I actually miss lia and reality shift 

stxrniki

i miss lia sooooo muchhhhh :c
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nikishmura_

hihii i was wondering if u know what happened to lia and if u can pls inform me on everything that happened bc i’ve been rlly inactive for the past like 3 months and im genuinely confused and worried, tysmmm <33

Zilia2zilia3

@nikishmura_ she got hate from someone on TikTok that said her books are weird and stuff, the account or person also screenshotted scenes from RS and ROH. From what I know the account has gone private now
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cinnamqn_dolll

I’m so glad you’ve dedicated your page to lost beans like me that are just waiting for Lia to come back. I feel like I have a hole in my heart now that she’s gone. No other author has made me feel this way, her writing is just so perfect and it’s frustrating to know that I’ll never find something like it again. And what makes it even worse is that not only do I miss her books, but I miss her as a person. Whenever I would have a bad day, I could easily come on her page and talk about it. Her and other kind beans would comfort me and offer up advice. Her presence was just so beautiful. I want her back, I wouldn’t even be mad if she stopped writing, I just want to be able to talk to her. I know i probably sound like a crazy person for being so attached to her and her writing but it’s gotten me through so many hardships and I feel like I’m gonna lose my mind if I don’t read one of her stories soon.

stxrniki

I feel exactly the same way:((( i miss lia so much
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nishi_ki

@cinnamqn_dolll i get u so much. the plots in her books are js different, like no one else’s brain works the way hers does. her stories didn’t just distract me, they held me when nothing else could. and yeah… it hurts extra because it wasn’t only about the writing, it was about her… she felt so present and gentle. i miss that comfort more than i can explain. andd you’re not weird or crazy for feeling this way :)) she meant something real to us. she got us through so much, and that kind of bond doesn’t just disappear. you’re not alone in missing her, i promisee 
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