nishi_ki

four days. no updates. just me, refreshing,
          	hoping my fave author comes back 

cinnamqn_dolll

@nishi_ki I miss her so much, I’ve been so busy with life that I haven’t even been able to catch up on new chapters and now, I might never will. I just hopes she comes back :(
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nikishmura_

hihii i was wondering if u know what happened to lia and if u can pls inform me on everything that happened bc i’ve been rlly inactive for the past like 3 months and im genuinely confused and worried, tysmmm <33

Zilia2zilia3

@nikishmura_ she got hate from someone on TikTok that said her books are weird and stuff, the account or person also screenshotted scenes from RS and ROH. From what I know the account has gone private now
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Zilia2zilia3

I put my playlist on shuffle and this song played "Can't catch me now" by Olivia Rodrigo and I was like yup... Everything is against my happiness cause the song made me remember Lia 

nishi_ki

@Zilia2zilia3 i get that so much. but also, a fellow bean shared her playlist with me, and all the songs on it were ones Lia had recommended before. it honestly made me feel so warm, like a reminder that we all love Lia like that and that connection is still there, even if she’s not around right now. it doesn’t take the ache away, but it made me feel less alone for a moment, and i really needed that :)) 
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cinnamqn_dolll

I’m so glad you’ve dedicated your page to lost beans like me that are just waiting for Lia to come back. I feel like I have a hole in my heart now that she’s gone. No other author has made me feel this way, her writing is just so perfect and it’s frustrating to know that I’ll never find something like it again. And what makes it even worse is that not only do I miss her books, but I miss her as a person. Whenever I would have a bad day, I could easily come on her page and talk about it. Her and other kind beans would comfort me and offer up advice. Her presence was just so beautiful. I want her back, I wouldn’t even be mad if she stopped writing, I just want to be able to talk to her. I know i probably sound like a crazy person for being so attached to her and her writing but it’s gotten me through so many hardships and I feel like I’m gonna lose my mind if I don’t read one of her stories soon.

nishi_ki

@cinnamqn_dolll i get u so much. the plots in her books are js different, like no one else’s brain works the way hers does. her stories didn’t just distract me, they held me when nothing else could. and yeah… it hurts extra because it wasn’t only about the writing, it was about her… she felt so present and gentle. i miss that comfort more than i can explain. andd you’re not weird or crazy for feeling this way :)) she meant something real to us. she got us through so much, and that kind of bond doesn’t just disappear. you’re not alone in missing her, i promisee 
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Zilia2zilia3

@cinnamqn_dolll Yesterday, I forgot about the whole situation and hurried here to check if she updated any of her books but then I remembered 
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nishi_ki

four days. no updates. just me, refreshing,
          hoping my fave author comes back 

cinnamqn_dolll

@nishi_ki I miss her so much, I’ve been so busy with life that I haven’t even been able to catch up on new chapters and now, I might never will. I just hopes she comes back :(
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cherrydrinkblossom

Heyyy do you have insta??? I want to talk to youu

cherrydrinkblossom

oh hiii!!! how have you been?? Unfortunately I don't have discord I only have tiktok and Instagram if your willing to give me yours if not it's okay. Also I wanted to thank you for this page it really is comforting knowing people feel the same about lia 
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nishi_ki

hello i hv discord, its nishigwy_ 
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nishi_ki

Would you guys be open to making a GC (Discord or anything you prefer) where we can talk about Lia and wait together? Talking to people who feel the same way has been so comforting, and I think it would be nice to have a little space for that… especially if she comes back one day 

soybeann

@nishi_ki
            
            I sent a friend request on discord, I’m sorta new to it. <3 
            
            Thanks again for chatting with me! I really appreciate hearing positive views from other people!
            
            Xo! 
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nishi_ki

@soybeann  thank you for sharing what u found about wattpad’s deactivation policy, that actually gives me a bit of hope knowing she could come back within 6 months just by logging in.
            
            but i totally get what u mean… her deleting her other social accounts makes it feel a lot more uncertain … still, i’m trying to stay a little hopeful. and honestly, i’m really glad i can talk to someone about this too—it helps a lot.
            
            also, my discord is @nishigwy_  feel free to add me anytime if u want so we can talk about this and wait for liaa together  (hugs with consent). thank u again, and i hope u have a really great day 
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soybeann

Hello! I say your comment on another page about Lia. I am really disappointed that I wasn’t able to continue reading reality shift as it is most definitely the best book/work I have ever read.
          
          I miss coming home and reading it, being in murst in the wonderful and creative story. It was truly such a fun experience when I started reading, I was hooked from the start. Even though I have been reading for a month I very unfortunately was not  able to finish the chapters she had released.
          
          I dearly hope that Lia is doing well and does not feel any guilt. I have seen comments and her fans and readers truly dearly care for her as well as her works.
          
          I unfortunately don’t know much about the situation other than there was bullying/harassment on ticktock if I remember correctly. 
          -if anyone knows more information or would like to share or talk I’d love too! I hope to talk with people who feel the same as me about the situation. 
          
          As well, I was wondering if she does comeback, weather on a different about or old account, what are the chances or possibilities, had this ever happened before or, how did Lia deal with hate?
          
          If anyone has an opinion on my question please share! 
          
          I dearly loved Lia’s works and commonly looked forward to reading more of her wonderful books in the future. 
          
          To anyone feeling the same and reading this, I hope you are doing well and dealing okay. 
          
          nishi_ki, thank you for commenting on my comment, I was happy to read an other opinion and wonderful persons view.
          
          - have a wonderful day, I wish you the best! 

__nikiswife

@soybeann On her second note she wrote a kind message to us to not comment on the first note anymore because the tiktok account hating on her was also screenshotting some comments and 'exposing' them without censoring any users xx
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nishi_ki

@soybeann but reading her first note that she left, it really feels like she would come back and wouldn’t stop writing. I was talking to a fellow bean last night, and she said maybe Lia will come back because Lia seems like the type of person who would leave a proper goodbye. Maybe she’s just laying low for now.. i really dont know, what do you think ? 
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nishi_ki

@soybeann Thank you so much for messaging me! She did deactivate her account before, but she actually came back after that. I really don’t know the full story of everything that happened, but I was there when it went down. I don’t know if she’ll come back again after all the TikTok hate and everything that’s happened…
            
            Honestly, if there were anything I could do just to reach her, I would. And if she does come back with a different account, I hope I’d know about it too, because her writing is just that incredible. I’m so sorry you didn’t get to finish reading Reality Shift, even though it wasn’t fully done yet, I totally get how much that stings. I also feel so bad about not reading the 2nd note she posted before she deactivated.. I’m just so curious about what she had written there :(( 
            
            Her work really deserves all the love and attention, and it’s amazing to meet someone else who feels the same way. 
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nishi_ki

LIAAAAA
          
          I think I’ll forever feel sad that you deactivated/deleted your account. I wish I had asked for your email or made a Discord with you and the other beans so we could’ve stayed in touch. I just… I miss your posts so much, and it’s really frustrating and heartbreaking that I can’t see your work anymore. Your words mattered to me more than I can say, and I hope wherever you are, you’re doing okay. Your words meant so much to me, and I really hope you come back someday… I’ll be here, waiting, cheering for you always. 

nishi_ki

didn’t expect Lia’s absence to hit me this hard. I really hope she’s doing okay, especially after all the unnecessary hate. The TikTok account spreading it has already gone private. 

rikiizie_

Yes omg I saw the ss too and got annoyed that she didn’t show any of the warnings one she js kept on taking Lia down and down, and on the other hand I do understand the tiktok comments but them hating on her without knowing the full thing was so annoying. While I saw some hate comments for Lia, I saw the comments that were supporting Lia too. I was happy seeing those comments. 
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nishi_ki

@rikiizie_ For now, I’m just glad the girl made her account private and hopefully she’ll stop. Lia hasn’t left my mind since yesterday… I really hope she’s doing okay 
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nishi_ki

@rikiizie_ I commented on the TikTok vid, yesterday. but the girl just won’t stop and now she keeps targeting Lia, even though there are so many other writers who have written the same kind of stuff. It’s so unfair. Lia even put a whole chapter as a warning at the very beginning! And all the screenshots the TikTok poster shared are cropped. people would just assume the worst because they don’t really get the full context.
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StarrCinema

I'm so sorry I don't want to spam you but pls give me every detail about what happened w Lia like what she said And how she came to the conclusion that she should delete ALL HER STUFF???!!! 

nishi_ki

@billyeoongoyangi Yeah… I totally get what you mean. A lot of people just saw screenshots and didn’t read the full story or the warnings, so they assumed her stories were “weird.” Especially ROH, with all the family scenes—it’s easy to take that out of context. It’s really unfair because she put so much thought and care into her writing.  
            
            I really hope the hate and unnecessary comments stop for her now… she didn’t deserve any of this. It’s so overwhelming just thinking about what she had to deal with :<< 
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billyeoongoyangi

@nishi_ki aww, i think people were taking it out of context, especially roh which had more scenes about his family, and no one actually read the story or warnings so they automatically thought all of her stories were weird
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nishi_ki

@StarrCinema  she also said that if someone only sees a screenshot, without reading the emotional build-up or the full context, of course they’re going to think, “What the hell is this?” And that’s exactly what happened. Someone posted a screenshot of her writing without understanding the story, the characters, or the meaning behind it, and it completely lost everything she wanted to say.
            
            It’s not about being “weird” or “wrong”  it’s just that the context got erased. Reading it like that doesn’t show how thoughtful she is, how much care she puts into her stories, or how much she genuinely cares for her readers. Honestly, it’s so unfair to her, and it’s heartbreaking to see her step back because of something like this. Her writing, her heart, and the intentions behind her stories are so much deeper than what a screenshot can ever show 
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