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thought i was back but the universe laughed in my face and made my stomach hurt so bad i can't even stand up because of my chronic illness, not to mention i got my period so it's bad bad. also, i think my little sister got me sick aswell, so that's fun! (i'm not allowed to get sick cuz it's life threatening...) my head hurts so bad too. and to top it all off, i had a fucking allergic reaction to a goddamn facemask?? i'm currently lying on the hospital bed rn cuz it was so bad i couldn't see due to how swollen my face was. great way to end this year and go into 2026 feeling like i got hit by a dozen trucks. literally, what is life? feeling like shit but it's okay cause life goes on and on. (until it doesn't) or smth like that. i will write fics i promise just kinda wanna get ahold of life, or at least try to comprehend all this shit. maybe imma finish a draft these days or sum? or if i see a finished one imma post it tdy or later on. no promises on that one tho!! stay safe and take care y'all!<33

theme ist so schönn 

Happy Halloweennnnn 

last dz worlds collide:(( no more playing tag on stage, no more golds gone, no more dct, no more night falls, no more playing hide from the spotlights, no more shuffle of love boy band, no more giving freza the balls in legends in the making, no more tour. freya is going back to england, mk is going back to australia. this is the end of an era! worlds collide tour, even if i wasn't able to attend it because it was only in the USA, it was so fun to watch lives at 2-5 am, and seeing everyone cry, only made me cry harder:(( i love them all sm and am so proud of them fr!!

my b-day is officially over in half an hour (at least in my country it will be the fourth alr) and i did not expect tdy to be as fun as it was! i don't rlly like my birthday but the ppl around me fr made it so special this year. i rlly appreciate them sm and can't thank them enough for all the gifts and love they gave me. forever grateful to have them in my life!<33

okay, what the actual fart?! this is the third time a fire started, two times in my old house and now my current one. i js got back home, it's currently 3:42 am, an hour and a half ago i ran out the door after telling my family that the basement is on fire. there are 19 floors where i live and all the people were outside in their pajamas, sleepy and scared. it was so cold outside but luckily everyone is fine and is now back home safe and sound. please be safe y'all! hope you have/had a good day! don't forget to eat and drink enough today! bye, love you all!<33

hey! i haven't really been active here for a long time, there's just been so much going on in my personal life. i recently got diagnosed with a chronic illness, which is part of the reason why i just stopped being on social media for a while, to just, learn to live with it. this is still pretty new to me and i still cant really wrap my head around the fact that i'll forever have to live like this. the constant fear of what it'll be like in the future is all i can think abt. i will try to update soon though, i got out of the hospital for this upcoming week, which will most likely mean i have pretty much nothing to do and will (hopefully) maybe publish something. but other than that, i hope everyone is doing okay and have/had a good day! remember to eat and drink enough today! love you, be safe!<3

happy easter to those who celebrate!! hope you have/had a good day even if you don't celebrate!<3

happy valentines dayy! i finally feel better than before and am ready to start writing again, ofc slowly at first because i do need my time. i’m happy to tell you that i have many ideas to write which will hopefully be uploaded soon enough. love you guys, be safe!<3

hey, i know it’s been a while since i updated. i’ve just been very busy with my personal life. i had to focus on school because of the amount of exams i had. at least two a day. i’m in the hospital rn though. i had surgery yesterday at like 7:30 am, which will most likely make me weak for a week at least, if not more. i have something in my drafts, which as soon as i find the power and motivation to finish writing it, will be published. until then, stay save guys. have a good day, or night.