njessness

anyone ever reads "The Five Boons of Life" by Mark Twain ??
          	
          	I need help, I have no idea what the story meant or what the message he was trying to get across.
          	
          	Man, my English sucks and I just realised
          	I mean realised it was this bad, i knew im no good but not this bad
          	
          	and what was supposed to be the real precious gift? death??? why on earth would a fairy say that death is the best?????? so confused
          	was this wrong?

njessness

anyone ever reads "The Five Boons of Life" by Mark Twain ??
          
          I need help, I have no idea what the story meant or what the message he was trying to get across.
          
          Man, my English sucks and I just realised
          I mean realised it was this bad, i knew im no good but not this bad
          
          and what was supposed to be the real precious gift? death??? why on earth would a fairy say that death is the best?????? so confused
          was this wrong?

njessness

I'm taking a break from wattpad
          
          I need to structure my life, it's really getting out of hand.
          I also need to reorganize my mind too, it's all over the place.
          I keep thinking of weird things, wanting to "stop living", I know that's so wrong on so many levels. (also know that lots of people think about it so it isn't something new, but it got worse lately)
          
          also I've drifted away from God quite far now, so I'm thinking of growing back my love for Him first now.
          
          AND UNI ASSIGNMENTS ARE TAKING WAY TOO MUCH OF MY TIME
          I'm majoring in food technology, but little did I know that this requires us handing in 4 reports each week and plus other subjects' assignments

njessness

@Bellaboo0904 thank youu ♡♡
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Bellaboo0904

Take time off Love. We’ll all be here, so don't worry about us. Put yourself first and find yourself again.❤️
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njessness

where is the quit button?
          
          tired of playing this game called "sad and boring life"

njessness

@Bellaboo0904 Aww thankss
            Im sorry i worried you ;-; i didnt nean to
            
            Heehheee <3
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Bellaboo0904

I’m so happy to hear you’re better Love. I was worried for some time about you, but to hear that you are feeling better makes me so happy. c:
            
            And the heart emoji, I don’t really know hehe. But, I’m thrilled you can see the heart I left you.❤️
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njessness

@Bellaboo0904 ♡♡♡♡♡♡
            
            How did you even typed in a heart?mine disappeared
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njessness

Finally made myself a thread on twitter
          All social media links are there for me to remember
          
          
          I dont even know how to use and why I made an account on twitter
          
          
          Oh! Follow me on pinterest!
          Pinterest.com/njessness/
          
          I have loads of boards in work, still sorting them out, some are made secret

njessness

@WeirdHellGirl funny fact : I totally forgot I had pinterest, last time I used it was 2 months ago also to research XD
            Andyes use it for research!!
            
            I WAS active on pinterest when I washead overheels for fairy tail
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WeirdHellGirl

@njessness i have pinterest tho but I'm not using it everyday. I just it when I need to research things (my professor said that it has a legit info)
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njessness

Why am I even here
          Why was I even born
          
          
          Sorry took a turn for the worse, again
          
          Can't help but feel like this every now and then
          And today, it came back, after so so long

njessness

@WeirdHellGirl oh good for you too
            
            you should do it! I regret not telling my counseling teacher about this, but I didn't think of it as much when I was still at school tho
            
            and if he judges, hes not suited for that job, find some other teacher
            sometimes, other teachers are better than the counseling ones, i always talk to my chinese language teacher about my problems
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WeirdHellGirl

@njessness Oh nice!! But that thoughts are decreasing bit by bit. I'm planning to ask questions about this behavior from my Personal Development professor, I think he can help us. But that problem is that I'm afraid that he will judge it
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njessness

@WeirdHellGirl IKRRR but at the same time i dont want to be alone :(
            
            i think im feeling better now, i can somehow think straighter for now
            i hope you do too
            
            man we need help
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