Nmk

Good morning everyone hope you’re all having a blessed Sunday what I learned the past 24 hours is you can’t please people or make them understand what respect means. A friendship should never be one sided . Once the respect and trust is gone things are never the same and I had a major wake up call
          That some people are not meant to be in your life , just like seasons people come and go. I know who I am and what I bring to the table and I know I’m a great author ! My writing style is perfectly fine and not childish. Do you guys know j.k Rowling her  Harry Potter books got rejected nine times before being published and noticed.  And it’s not because her work wasn’t good or childish it’s because people didn’t see her true talent and potential. 
          

The thing is…you can’t control other people. You’ve never been able to. You never will be able to, so improve your life this instant by LETTING IT GO. 
          
          You can’t control if they like you. 
          
          You can’t control if they choose you. 
          
          You can’t control how they perceive you. 
          
          You can’t control how they treat you, or whether or not they stick around for the long-haul.
          
          You can’t control how they pick up the things you put down. 
          
          You can’t control other people. 
          
          The harder you try, the more frustrated, bitter, angry, annoyed and anxious you will become. 
          
          Maybe I’m wrong, but I think sometimes this lack of control is what makes friendships so hard. At least, I think that’s what’s made it hard for me, because there is never ever ever truly a guarantee that it will go the way you want it to go. There is never a promise that feelings won’t be hurt, or that trust won’t be broken, or that things won’t fall sideways. 
          
          Friendship insurance doesn’t exist. 
          
          So the best advice I can give is to control yourself. Know that you’re in charge of you—your words, your actions, your thoughts—all that. Do your best. Put your heart into the friendship and then love them well and leave the rest out there. 
          
          Those who don’t stick around or won’t hear you out or won’t apologize when their wrong , people like that are not worth your time 
          
          

And the sad part is I even told this person I wish you nothing but the best in life , I hope your books reach the stores and people buy them. That’s because I know how hard she worked on her books  I know how much she is fighting to get her work out there I been nothing but supportive. And to her I may be the villain but I know I did nothing wrong and said nothing wrong.  It’s ok In life people will always see you as a villain . When deep down you did nothing wrong. All cuz I expressed how I felt about a comment it got blown out of proportion and I even wrote to her apologizing for being upset. All I know I saw peoples true colors and I want to thank the people on here who have some common sense to know words do hurt . This person has no idea what I go through , that I know I deal with depression her comment made me cry for hours. Even if that does make me sound like a baby , I’m still a human being.

It’s really sad how two friends who adored each other so much can have a fictional book come in between them , I never once put on this persona that I was perfect or the best author , and I stated multiple times there is nothing wrong with help and criticism from your friends , it’s actually healthy , but when your so called friend is telling you , you’re work is so great and I can’t wait to read more but then does a 360 and says your writing style is childish . Like what? And this person has the audacity to complain that I complained too much about people not reading my work when she literally complained about the same thing. I’m not going to have people here stick a finger in my face complaining about things that they even do themselves . Talk about hypocrisy. I never once denied what I said. I OWN IT. 

So apparently I don’t know how to read peoples messages right , apparently I have no right to feel how I feel , apparently I have no right to have emotions or an opinion and be upset when someone who was a true supporter of my work does a 360 and says my writing style is childish like @writerpassion_7 make no mistake yes I did complain before no one really reads my work, I think we all complained of that.  When I’m wrong I own up to my transgressions and Apologize. Never have I ever put on this persona that I’m the best author on this app because I’m not and maybe never will be, but writing was my escape from reality and this person completely shattered my self confidence and made me feel so small but they don’t understand that and think what they said was right , there’s nothing wrong with Criticism and advice , I get that , but it’s not what you say it’s how you say it , that can go a long way. @writerpassion_7 and I writing styles are completely different but by no means I don’t think our writing style was ever childish. Everyone has a different technique. If people aren’t professional authors then they shouldn’t share advice IMO 

Goodbye wattpad . IM done with the immature people on this app . The toxicity and self righteous attitude from people are comical at this point . It’s been real guys but I will no longer be on this app and no I will not be on other accounts either . I’m done. Good luck with your books 

Hi there, hope you had a great day/night. I just noticed you've given my riddle book a chance. It really means lots you took your time to vote the chapters. I'll appreciate further support from you. And I liked one of your books.

Thank you so much hun! I really appreciate that ! Like wise 

Spend hours writing and no one reads ur work knowing they get an notification. Okay cool now I understand why so many people left wattpad and stopped writing on here it’s literally not worth it anymore 

Indeed…it’s truly sad