Returning to look through this page hurts. Reawakening emotions and the past. Plus new things that I wish I had seen. I don't know if you're even here anymore.
I'm not sure what to say.
She does need to get help for whatever's wrong with her- her behavior does seem a bit sociopathic and like I said on the chapter, she needs to see a doctor or something asap.
The experiment was a lie. And she's a human being- one who's made a lot of unforgivable mistakes, yes- but still an imperfect human being, and I can't hater her for that, so I have to forgive her
I'm not one to judge on past mistakes, but what you did was truly awful. I am, in no way, telling you are a bad person and that you should take your life. I'm just saying that what you did was not okay