nobody918
Oh…hey guys…
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I’m actually so fucking done with these damn notifications of people liking my comments. I was gone for like 2 hours and came back to 49 notifications, and every single one was “someone liked your comment” LIKE SYBAU
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BRO I WISH WATTPADD HAD EMOJIS I WANTED TO USE THE SKULL ONE BRO MY SENTENCE SEEMS TOO SERIOUS T-T
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@nobody918 my bad fam my bad you just funny (I say this after I came here after liking like 5 of your comments then clicking your pfp to see if you posted any life updates )
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GUYS I FINALLY UPLOADED AN EDIT AFTER OVER A MONTH MY TIKTOK IS @qtcxntrall GO LIKE IT AND FOLLOW ME OR ELSE IM FOLLOWING YOU HOME
dreamingofsaturn7
@nobody918 OMGGGGG IM ABT TO FOLLOW AS SOON AS I DO THESE DISHESS (u better follow me back @qt.meg.backup)
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Ugh people trying to convince me to kiss my crush just don’t get it
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Spotify is OUT FOR ME
I was just casually listening to one of my playlists and “back to friends” by sombr started playing…too soon Spotify. Too soon
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@nobody918 this is why I changed to sound cloud months ago no shade tosed my way or unexpected flashbacks to a song from an ex either
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Talk did not go well…she said that she likes me but she doesn’t like me in the way that I need her to like me (whatever tf that means) and she said that whenever she pictures herself in the future she only pictures herself with guys.
I’m doing great. Ig she just changed her mind ab not wanting to just move on, and now she actually wants to do just that. Obviously I respect her decision but I’m still kinda sad considering she literally told me two days ago that she didn’t wanna just move on.
dreamingofsaturn7
@nobody918 okay I’d just recommend that you respect her “decision” and don’t push anything bc the last thing you want is to break the ‘friendship’, this could be what we commonly see as denial or internalized h0mophobi@ but, please don’t get too hung up on someone that can break your heart. Good luck and always stay gay <333
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Okay guys I’ve decided to have another talk with her tmr cuz I’m confused but like ik that I really like her so I’ll update u guys probably tmr night or Wednesday.
Wish me luck guys
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@Imsafackingstupid ty ty she’s coming over to my house tonight so i’m a lil scared but im prepared
Imsafackingstupid
@nobody918 good luck bro. communication is the best option. so even if she doesn't return your feelings (which is HIGHLY UNLIKELY from what you've talked about her i mean that's queer aura right there) you can still find a way to make it work and respect each other's boundaries, while still being friends
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Guys I’m really in need of something advice rn does anyone have any idea what I should do?
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@HIHELLOGOODBYESAYHI yea that’s why I wanna like talk to her and tell her that it’s up to her, and that I’ll be there for her as either her bestie or smth more, but it’s all up to her
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@nobody918 My best advice would be to 1 just be yourself but also 2 don't let things that are not normal bestie things fall into being normal bestie things bc then it could end up with you two doing dating things but eventually you may want more to it (like being actual gfs or actual kisses) and if she isn't in the right head space still that could be bad because then things wouldn't progress between the two of you correctly since things would progress based on wants instead of mutuality and once the high of finally being the label or doing the things you've been waiting for is over if you skip that waiting phase incorrectly could cost the relationship you know dang this is bouta be a long reply sorry T-T
dreamingofsaturn7
@nobody918 follow ur [gay ass] heart, you got this (coming from a girl with 0 experience)
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i genuinely don’t know what’s going on
so basically we had our talk at the park, and the gist of it was that we acknowledged that we both liked each other, but she said that she wasn’t mentally ready for any romantic relationship right now. we agreed that it would be best for us to move on and continue being besties.
she came back to my house so that we could finish watching the movie form last night. there wasn’t any flirting, cuddles, or kisses (sadly).
but as she was giving me a hug goodbye, she whispered in my ear that she doesn’t want to just move on, the. said goodbye and left.
i texted her on snap ab it and she said “Idk what I want but honestly later on I know I’ll be able to deal w all this, just don’t wait around for me cause if u start liking someone better I’m rly not worth it and I can get over it and be a good wingwoman”
i replied with “honestly (her name) i like you a lot, and i don’t think it’s gonna go away anytime soon. i don’t know the next time im gonna like someone. btw i do think you’re worth waiting for” (cheesey ik)
i also told her that she didn’t have to respond rn and that i only said that cuz i needed her to know. i was left on opened
sorry for another long ass rant but ik some of yall enjoy them
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@HIHELLOGOODBYESAYHI thanks I think I’m gonna talk to her again tmr cuz she’s coming over so hopefully I get like an exact answer
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@nobody918 why is this like every wlw situationship know to man kind good gosh bless your fruity soul can't lie this may hurt like a butt but it COULDDD go amazingly right it really depends on a alot but I believe in you and wish you the best of luck bro
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@moonlight_tff is actually crazy guys
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@nobody918 the announcement not the fic I mean I had no idea it existed till you said lol
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@nobody918 that's actually crazy but slay you've been made into a literally wattpad fic now which is so funny