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I don't know what to fucking say at this point.
I'll be honest, I know I'm parasocial, but I don't think I really realized how much I actually love each member and Enhypen as a group up until yesterday.
It feels like a fever dream.
I remember, about 10 months ago (this is not the time for references), I watched a fortune teller ahjumma's video talking about Enhypen. the video's now 5 years old. Apart from one prediction, every single other one had already been fulfilled. That one prediction was that a member would leave that group. I vividly remember telling my mom, "Well that just isn't gonna happen. But you know? she's correct about every other prediction. The accuracy is insane. But If there's one group I know that will stay together, it's En-freaking-hypen." My mom doesn't like k-pop, but she listens to my rants. When I said those things that day, I said it with pride swelling my heart. Now I understand why pride isn't good.
Member or not, Heeseung will always be in heart as Enhypen's hyung, the Ace of Fourth Generation, Engene's man, and a guy I loved with my whole heart.
This is second time in my life I've ever cried over a guy. I'm not proud of the first time, but I can promise it wasn't anything romantic. This time, though? I'm so proud I love Heeseung enough to cry. Honestly, it's an honour being an Engene.
He said Big Girls Don't Cry, right? Well, unfortunately, I'm still a minor.
I'm not going to blame Heeseung for this at all. I don't know how authentic the news is, but I've heard that people saw him screaming and crying at Be:lift at some employee, showing this wasn't his decision. And honestly? I think I know him enough to believe that news with my heart, though it has a crack now.
I see big names like BTS continuing both solo and group careers, so why can't Heeseung? The answer: It's too much to manage because they're already overworked. Fuck you, Be:lift.
I love you, Hee <3
Enhypen is better as seven.
Enhypen is seven.
#Enhypenis7
