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i can't wait to start studying pharmacy. my heart has always been in pharmacy and not in nursing :)

japan has shit work culture and Philippines has shit pay. this is so infuriating bruh visas are so expensive ToT

if not, ill settle for canada. my dream has always been to live somewhere with snow 

i don't mind if it's a boy or a girl. i just want someone who's mine, a ride or die

I'm so tired of being on my own :( ive been fighting for myself all this time. is a friend really too much to ask? 

the same way my brother has jerome and demi

all I need is my vape, my phone and my headphones. my happiness is so shallow, thank god it's so shallow. i can be happy so easily

i feel so good. im finally free from you. as long im alive, i can feel good. i feel good. 

the world is beautiful again.
            
            truly, the world is beautiful. so many things I haven't experienced yet. I want to go to school again, I want to meet people and i want to have fun by myself. I want to walk in the neighbourhoods with my headphones on. i want to drink beer in the car and vape to my heart's content. this is what it means to be an adult. 

the day my fears came true is actually the day i was set free. thank you for not keeping me for yourself. though, I'm still angry at how stupid you are. you courted and told me you loved me when you couldn't handle my slightest outburst. while you made me suffer through all of yours.
            
            it's not you and ITS NOT YOU. it will never be you ever again. leave me to be in peace, I don't need you to be happy anymore

I begged you to do better so many times. on my knees, crying, screaming, I had to yell at you to make a difference. why couldn't you love me? you say you have a condition, that it stops you from loving me fully. but I'm borderline, anxious and depressed and i still have you everything I had over and over again