Okay hello loves, life has been cray and I am so so so sorry for not updating slight TW for the next things I am gonna say.
I stopped eating again, I tried to... and I recently started up S*lf-H*arm again it's been a lot. I am currently writing for everything just to get back into a the bit of normal I have in my life. I hope you can forgive me for not updating thank you for being patient with me. Updates will come this week :)