eul ♡

good evening, everyone! hindi po muna ako makakapag-update ko sinisipon at ubo po ako, plus nasakit din palagi mga talukap at katawan ko. 
          
          
          BAWI AKO KUNG MAAYOS-AYOS NA ANG KATAWAN KO. Patapos na rin naman ang kwento nila Ellie at Lei. 

good evening, everyone. i have something to share lang.
          
          ​alam niyo naman na one of the reasons why i wrote a wlw story is because of a certain person. my crush who became my friend, who treated me more than that, but chose someone else in the end.
          
          ​habang pauwi ako kanina, dumaan ako sa convention center kung saan graduation ng girlfriend niya. and guess what? pagtawid ko, nakita ko siya.
          
          parang nagplay sa utak ko yung: nagkita rin ang ating landas. AT SA GRADUATION PA TALAGA NG GIRLFRIEND MO?
          
          

try ko bukas mag-update huhu lapit na kasi matapos ayaw q p tlga sha matapos sa totoo lang

Huhu sana po may special chapter pa ulit para kay lei 

Hi Author, pass ko muna yung Part 3 installment ng story mo  Hindi ko kasi talaga kinakaya yung tragic plot, masyado akong naaattach sa characters. Abang na lang ako sa next story na isusulat mo ha, support pa rin ako sa works mo 

​Hi, everyone! 
          
          ​Gusto ko lang mag thank u sa lahat ng nagbigay ng feedback sa huling installment ng story natin. I’ve noticed some comments about the pacing being a bit too fast, and I truly appreciate the honesty.
          
          ​To be open with you all, juggling work and writing isn’t easy. Minsan, sa sobrang pagod, hindi ko na rin napapansin ang bilis ng takbo ng kwento. Pero behind that, may sinusunod din kasi akong timeline. For Ellie, matagal na siyang may dinadala, simula pa lang sa kanila ng asawa niya. I wanted to keep it realistic, years of illness, stress, and the emotional weight of her family’s situation. In my mind, Ellie was tired, and a part of her really wanted to be with her daughter already.
          
          ​I know some of you wanted more time with them, and I’m sorry if it felt rushed. Thank you for staying with me and for sharing your thoughts. Babawi ako sa susunod. Mahal ko kayo.

Eto talaga ang pumasok sa isip ko na song sa LIBTB yung sa Fitterkarma "Kalapastangan",
          
          
          Mamamatay akong nakangiti
          Kapag Ikaw ang nasa aking tabi
          Mabubuhay akong nagsisisi
          Kapag 'sang araw hindi Kita mapangiti
          
          Kalapastangan ang 'di Ka ibigin
          Kalokohan ang 'di Ka isipin
          Kung ang mundo ay biglang gugunawin
          Ikaw ang una kong hahanapin
          
          Hehehe wala lang gusto ko lang masaktan pa lalo charez huhu
          
          

I, I feel alive
          When I'm with you
          Everything feels right
          You float like a feather
          But you float away from me
          So let me know
          When you see

That I'm madly in love with you
          And it's hard for me to let you go
          I try to chase after you
          But still I'm just too slow
          I fall apart
          Every time you break my heart
          But I still fall back to you

Ang sakit nmn for leiii and Eli:((((( diko kinaya huhuhu