iwaizumi

hi im back, and change my username 

please let me sleep, im tired of your bullshit, dont force me to  wake up and do everything for you like a fucking slave. gosh i swear rŕř i slept in betwwenen tbus text

yes i feel shit rn, thats i wrote this

lmao, anything worst that i could get? 

my family is full of shit. i just hate being at home. 

i didnt realise this back then, but when i sit down and meditate, give my mind some space to think all over again, thats when it clicks. the thing that i wish i would change immediately if i notice it earlier.

i literally have no one, i dont trust my friends, i always feel like they be friend to me cus of pity, 

like i always treat them first, other than myself? like i have no pride at all, always lookinh too desperate but in reality it is opposite. 

i hate myself for being too excited when nobody dont give a fuck actually