noitrec

It exhausts me   ;  7:19 Bm  . 

Je t'aime plus   

 I always choose myself because I know my true self, what I've given, what I've compromised on, and how many times I've chosen silence over poisonous and veiled words, over a cold response, and love over hate, all for the sake of preserving affection. I am great in my own eyes, even if no one else sees me. That's why I will choose my comfort, my peace, my tranquility, my stability, and peace be upon you wherever you are. 

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I went on and on until I reached the stage of exhaustion and decay towards what is happening, and now I want nothing but to escape from those who surround me and from the voices that echo every day, and from my mind and my heart and from your specter that repels me in every way. I have become completely devoid of my desires and dreams. Everything has faded and nothing remains but my body going on with these days.