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Hey there dear. It's Papiya. I don't know if you remember me or not . It's been a long time. I hope you're doing amazing. So I just started my first bl book and I was wondering if you could please check it out. It's a short story. Literally. 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/376991549?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=library&wp_uname=lirio_blanco-lily
          
          
          

Hi sweetie!! I've been re-reading some Of my favorite stories and I found "smile again" a Godt Bas story that I loved, but wattpad didn't let me read it again  so I was wondering if you still have it or if you would write more stories about them ❤️❤️❤️✨✨ have a happy day dear 

Wow after how many times of trying. I opened this account again i found my password.

It's been a month since i stopped openimg my instagram Twitter and snap chat.
          
          My last to give up is Wattpad.
          
          
          If i cannot finish Grasp this October i am sorry. I cannot finosh iganymore.
          
          I might be back but with the other account i have. I uploaded one chapter on it but it has ky natibe language, 
          That story is dedicated to it. Yet i was lazy to continue and also i still have this account. 
          
          Thank you everyone for following this account.
          
          Still my BL idols. BLHEAVENS AND SAMMY AND DREADGAL KILLER.
          i still look up to you guys.
          
          I can't say goodbye. So long and see you next time.
          ♥♡♥♡
          

My most 3motional part of life is saying goodbye.
          Wattpad is one of the thingsi need to let go for now.
          
          Thank you for following.
          Thank you for reading my stories.
          
          I havebeen here for two years now. 
          It has been my emotional healing and outburst.
          
          Maybe i will be back...
          Maybe.
          
          Thank you ♥♡♥♡♥♡
          
          Fir the unfinished stories i am sorry i might delete those i can't continue. 
          I am really sorry.

I lovemy country.
          But everytimethe weather changes here in Northern Luzon 
          Flu rises almoet on every household,
          Plus the sporadoc spread of Covid-+9.
          
          Jeep safe.
          Mga kababayan!♥♡

When my Litle bubble and Real world collide.
          
          Story time.
          I just wanna this here.
          
          I showed my famiky himt of my duality.
          My closest family circle which is not my parents for i came from broken family and my relatives from father's side raised me.
          
          They called me and asked me to delete all my post of showing my thoughts.
          Then i obeyed and found wattpad.
          
          And one them read one part of what i wrote it was the bed scene of Pavel/Forth and Beam form 
          "A P=rince" he was damn shookt! 
          He is a lay church leader anyway.
          
          His comment was 
          "You misspelled lots of things. Why do they still read it?" 
          
          And i said.
          "I did not write because i want to be noticed as a writter. 
          I put in pen what you guys donot wanna hear form me. They heard me not what i write but they heard my heart.
          
          They gather all my gadgets but one. My eldest love where the only app is wattpad.
          They found nothing.
          
          Then i asked,
          
          "Are you sure, it is me?" Then they saw my notes in one of my phones. The most relliable on i have right now.
          Then they let me go and said sorry. 
          
          You know why?
          
          As i said 
          The duality of me.
          I write inspirational stories as well in my facebook page.
          And that is what they found. And bpnever saw a hint.
          
          They are too blind of the ovious,
          I have one line in all my bios. In all my account.
          Just that and they would know the duality of me.
          
          Sould i laugh?
          Should i be nervous?
          Should i worry?
          
          Why becasue 
          I grew up in aconservative Christian Family.
          My Father's side whole tribe is. We have lots of laymans and Binle women in our clan. Pastors and Church workers.

Trying...
          Really trying...
          To close the stories i've started.
          
          And yet..
          New branches comes to mind so i have to stop.
          And try to finish it  again tomorrow.
          
          Thanks fpr the people who wants to edit my typos and mispelled.
          Thanks for offering your help.
          I really appreciate it all.
          ♥♡♥♡
          Maraming maraming salamat!♥
          

I miss those days,
          When i wake up and open this app, then writw what comes first in my mind.
          
          I miss those nights, when i can't sleep because my mind is excited to pour out what is nect on a story.
          
          I moss those times qhen i look at the time and realize i was awake  for 30 ours because i am imdulged in writing.
          
          
          I miss my enthusiasm and activeness.
          
          I miss those days.
          
          Because my brain was not only active here but also in my real life those are the days and times when i need to think i can build up events fasts. And they said i had great ideas.
          
          But after that happened.
          
          I was down and in tbe pit.
          I tried to write my omega so i can come back with actjve thinking again.
          
          But....
          
          I do not even know how finish it now.
          
          I wish...
          
          I can see that 2019-2020 me again.

I cannot update,
          I cannot read,
          I cannot write.
          I cannit think.
          I only came here to check on the notifs.
          For damn one week i pig out.
          Eat  lean a bit, cokk eat and sleep again and wake up, cookthen eat, then clean a bit then eat again.
          Not even planting.
          
          Then when i wake up this morning i tried to update any of the stories 
          I ended deleting it. 
          I do not like it.
          
          :'(