non-beenary

i recently became  O B S E S S E D  with tbp so guess whos writing a tbp finney angst fanfic instead of my ponyboy oneee!!
          
          MEEE OFC
          
          i'll definitely still do the ponyboy one but imma work on my tbp ff for a while:3
          
          also i am well aware that literally no one sees these lol
          
          almost all of my followers are from my early 2020s dsmp eraaa
          
          but imma still post stuff cause i 
          a. have nothing else to do
          b. its fun
          c. its nice to feel like im talking to someone...
          
          BYE BYEEEE

peroids arnt something we havr to do every month, its a blood ritual to apease the period gods so we dont get pregnant
          
          (can u tell i'm loosing it??)

i actually hate being born a woman!
          
          my period cramps were so bad that they woke me up from my sleep
          
          thank god my papa hadnt left for work yet or i would still be in genuine aganizing pain!!
          
          the cramps still didnt go away for a while but thank god again that i still had our heating pad in my room and its definitely helping

its 5:30am on june 11th and i havnt slept since 1pm on june 10th
          
          IK ITS NOT THAT BAD BUT AHHHH
          
          the meds are no longer working!! i also think i missed my night medsss:33
          
          yippeeeeeeee

DEAR MEN, 
          
          sometimes, you do do everything right! you get her flowers, you bring her candy, you ask for her number and not her snap, and she still doesn't like you
          
          and thats OKAY!! she just wasnt the one for you:)
          
          sometimes you are actually a nice guy, and that she just doesnt didnt like you!
          
          dont go thinking that all women are horrible mean creatures just cause you got rejected a few times.
          
          you will eventually find the one for you, promise!
          
          SINCERELY, A FORMER/KINDA CURRENT WOMAN

... id told myself at 11:50pm that id go grab smth to eat  then go to sleep..
          
          ITS NOW 3:18AM:D

am i the only person who pictures curly shepard looking just like vance hopper (?) from the black phone but with black hair and darker skin?
          
          like, the same messy curls and stuff

CHAT WE BROKE UPPP!!
          
          YIPPIE KAI YAYYY

when u lowkey wanna break up but he's talking about how long we're gonna be together
          
          i may be toxic atp idrc

i have a bf and idk if i want to be together..
          
          we just got together lemme tell yall the timeline
          
          day 1 - he gave me a rose
          day 2 - he brought me candy but i didnt go to school
          day 3 - he asked for my number
          day 4 - we started dating
          
          i just feel like we're moving a bit fast idk.. that was between may 26th and may 29th btw. i just feel like its too much pressure and just smth im not entirely ready for.
          
          i talked to my mom and she said to tell him and set boundaries while my cousin just said "being single is awesome" lol
          
          idk i also kinda want him to break up with me once he gets to know me more. 
          
          he literally spoke to me three times one was asking if i liked his friend, giving me a rose, then asking for my number.
          
          i just hope once he sees me up close he'll get grossed out or smth idk.
          
          or that im too "mentally ill" for him.
          
          but every once in a while im like, "having a bf seems awesome!!" then i think a bit and think "nah i do NOT wanna do this!!"
          
          and the i dont wanna do this is a hell lot more often and a hell lot of a stronger feeling than wanting to be together:(