nonbinary-jay

So it’s been a minute so I’m catching everyone up on life and what not. So I went and became a behavior therapist if you don’t know what that is I work in ABA therapy working with autistic children. I love love love my job so far I have 5 clients. This week has been very challenging to say the least. One of my clients is nonverbal and uses aggression to communicate I don’t blame him but at the same time it still affects me. I try for it to not but it sucks being a child’s punching bag. I’m going to assume it is allowed at home to which is why he does it to me and the other therapists he works with. Other than that the job is amazing I’m going up on my first raise next month. My birthday is also coming up and I’m actually excited for that. HAPPY PRIDE TO ALL MY FELLOW QUEERS AND TRANS FOLKS!!!  

Hi it's me again (⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠)I just started writing my first book if you can please do give it a try thank you and don't forget to vote and comment. Much love 

Hi my little just started writing her first book "ms winter and I" it's a nice book you should give it a try.it would be nice if she got one more viewer and please comment and vote. Thank you (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)

updated a new chapter would love to have you there <3

Hey I need book recommendations!!! The recent book I was reading it was called Kismet literally got taken down super annoying:( but oh well. I want recommendations!!! I love a agegap. I love older women. I love women in power so like a ceo or something like that. I love lesbians it has to be wlw cuz I don’t read about men cuz ewww lol. Something long more than 30 chapters. An ongoing book is ok but it has to be newly ongoing. I love a good poly couple book. I also love little to caregiver book. I’m just kinda read so much that I feel like there isn’t anymore options to read from. But I know that’s not true. I love love love a good BDSM dynamic. You can look at my reading list and give anything that isn’t on there. Oh and I’m not into fanfic unless the fanfic includes resident evil the very tall and beautiful lady Alcinia Dimitriscu I love her. I just kinda feel bored at the moment I need need something to read so PLEASE HELP!!!

Happy new year girly

Check out my reading list apparently everyone likes it and honestly it’s pretty good 

Today I went home early from work because I kept throwing up I’m fine now but oh my god that was horrible I just woke from a nap and I’m so drowsy like I totally could go back to sleep but if I do I’m not sleeping tonight and I have work tomorrow morning 

Hey if you are at least 19+ and want to be friends you should add me on discord at nonbinary.jay lets chat and be friends!!!

So I finally start my new job tomorrow this last week was full of anxiety, but today I can finally breath I felt like I was going to suffocate and die but I made it out. I seriously am in need of a caregiver. All I ever want is to be taken care of instead of being an adult. I don’t age regress but I love cartoons and I have so many stuffies and I love to color and I like doing childlike thing. I just want someone to help me within my life. I am 31 so they have to be older or similar age. I just had a shitty mom who had zero maturnal bones in her body. I just don’t know what a mother’s unconditional love is even like. I was the good daughter she wanted then I came out as gay then I came out as nonbinary and she just turned against me. I am married but I want someone different I don’t want a sexual thing with a caregiver I just want to know what it’s like to be loved like a parent should love their kid. I don’t know if that makes sense. Or if that is how cargiving works. Maybe this is a pointless thing to say. I feel like so many of the MDLG books I read just make me so happy. I just want that kind of relationship you know, I feel like that’s not a lot to ask for!