nondiurnal

hindi pa makaupdate at makasulat nang maayos dahil sa wifi  draft na muna, next next week irerelease ko i2 lahat 

nondiurnal

for years, id doubted myself: am i good enough to be a writer or can i keep up with other writers out there—or both? because we have this sense of competency when it comes to achievements eh di ba—we can't help it and i've always felt like my emotion on this aspect is on and off…  does it make sense?
          
          i wrote this last year during the early start of my academic year, because i want to remind myself na sa panahon ngayon the problem is not how to keep up, but how to keep your essence in writing, your voice—ano bang gusto mong iparating?
          
          i wrote this book silently and published it once i finished editing some parts. sabi ko sa sarili ko, how can i keep my voice kung nauuso na ngayon ang ai, making other people to cheat on what i have been stressing so much. not really stressing, but writing takes time kasi di ba, it takes a lot of time to plan everything, to have exceptional writing, to lay out your plans, your ideas… everything.
          
          ano bang laban ko sa ai di ba?
          
          and this thought formed my brain. this idea of a writer that has controversy vs certainty.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/390119408?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=nondiurnal

nondiurnal

happy new year! sabi ko new year na ako mag-a-update 'di ba so ito na nga hahahaha i edited this during countdown fr fr
          
          dor chap five is posted
          https://www.wattpad.com/1599011786-days-of-reckoning-chapter-05

dullsvilles

@nondiurnal happy new year po !! 
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nondiurnal

merry christmas and advance happy new year, @everyone! i hope u r enjoying your christmas break as i am lol, i think hindi lang christmas break eh—i think stranger things break na rin. lol again.
          
          to be honest, i want to see or feel my satisfaction once na ilabas ko lahat ang draft ko since i started writing—esp the ones na bearable naman basahin, need lang talaga ng consistency and some edit to polish (it makes me proud and smuggish).
          
          plus, i have been going on and off when it comes to writing and recently lang din ako nagtuloy-tuloy na ng update becausssseeeee once in a while i always have this spark inside me (ehem last hope ehem by paramore ehem)—it's just a spark but it's enough to keep me going yarrnn. what i mean is... there are times that i am so down, so cracked in life ತ⁠_⁠ತ pero in the end i always come back writing something.
          
          wala eh. heto talaga coping mechanism ko. (living the double life) (⁠ ͝⁠°⁠ ͜⁠ʖ͡⁠°⁠)⁠ᕤ
          
          and i reallllyyy realllyyy think abt this a lot... likeeeee why do i have to hide the outcome of that spark from this platform when i have free will naman to do it di ba. hahahaha!
          
          anyway, highway...
          
          (⁠┛⁠◉⁠Д⁠◉⁠)⁠┛⁠彡⁠┻⁠━⁠┻
          
          what i really wanted to say is that... keep on holding onto that spark kahit it's just a flicker—it is a reminder that we must go on sa life kahit mahirap.
          
          i wish u a good sleep (because i havent sleeping a wink ever since) and a masarap na pagkain(s) this coming new year. 
          
          — sorry chaotic talaga ako but at least i have some words inside me di ba—bruh

nondiurnal

@Mirklore merry christmas toooo!! thank you 
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Mirklore

Merry Christmas!! Proud of youu 
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nondiurnal

happy holidays, everyone!
          
          last update this yr. dor chapter 4 is up!
          https://www.wattpad.com/1597173999-days-of-reckoning-chapter-4

nondiurnal

@waevdenyard merriest christmasss ♥️
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softmerexx

@nondiurnal merry christmas, ate❤️❤️
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