Alana MacKay

Hey everyone.... It's been awhile, hasn't it...

Just got done crying for a whole hour... I need someone to talk to...

Damn, 2023 went by fast 

Let's just ignore the fact that I haven't used this app in FOREVER 

Damn, I've been on this app for nearly a year. Time goes by so fast.

I need some sleep lol

Proud to say I'm recovering from the battles I've dealt with in this life
          1 1/4 months without self harming.
          2 months out of a dysfunctional relationship where I was emotionally neglected. 
          11 months since the last time I attempted suicide. 
          1 year and 7 months since I cut contact with my verbally abusive biological mom 
          2 years clean from cocaine 
          Almost 4 years since I last went days without eating
          9 years since I cut contact with the man who sexually abused me and forced me not to tell anyone.
          The pain never goes away, you just get stronger and more resilient. I've came close to death 8 times in my 23 years and 4 months of life, but I'm still kicking. You'll only beat your problems if you stay strong. We do recover ❤️

Happy birthday Layne Staley... you are missed ❤️

I've been in the car 7 fucking hours today, just stopped at Wendy's to get food and that fucking awful Dance Monkey song is playing in the bathroom. Makes me wanna kill myself, perfect way to make my day even more difficult

Fun fact about me: if I'm drunk or high enough, I will dance horribly to pretty much anything