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We were playing something like tag. I chased them around the gym, avoiding the balls being kicked and thrown around. They were smiling while looking back to see how far I was. We played for a while until we just couldn't anymore. My clingy self stayed close to them, well more like I stayed close to "A". "A" played around with my clinginess saying things like "stooop" with an obvious playful smile. She obviously thought of it as playing too, but "L" thought something different. While we were playing something like tag she thought of it as something playful, but as soon as I started playing with "A" she thought of it as something else. Just as I thought I was having a fun time with my friend and classmate, "L" ruins it by saying "stop following us like a lost dumb stupid puppy dog" reminding me of when I was friends with "P". Oh how I wish I could relive that one Monday, then none of this would've happened. 

nopenomorejokes

We were playing something like tag. I chased them around the gym, avoiding the balls being kicked and thrown around. They were smiling while looking back to see how far I was. We played for a while until we just couldn't anymore. My clingy self stayed close to them, well more like I stayed close to "A". "A" played around with my clinginess saying things like "stooop" with an obvious playful smile. She obviously thought of it as playing too, but "L" thought something different. While we were playing something like tag she thought of it as something playful, but as soon as I started playing with "A" she thought of it as something else. Just as I thought I was having a fun time with my friend and classmate, "L" ruins it by saying "stop following us like a lost dumb stupid puppy dog" reminding me of when I was friends with "P". Oh how I wish I could relive that one Monday, then none of this would've happened. 

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lowkey gonna start holding grudges towards L. CUZ WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU TOLD SOMEONE MY CRUSH ALTHOUGH YOU DON'T WANT ANYONE TO GO AROUND AND SAY YOURS. EVER HEARD TREAT OTHERS HOW YOU WANT TO BE TREATED, OR EVEN BETTER TREAT OTHERS THE WAY THEY WANT TO BE TREATED? I DIDN'T TELL ONE PERSON YOUR CRUSH, AND HONEY THAT'S HARD, AND YOU GO AND TELL SOMEONE. I'M SORRY BUT IT'S NOT MY FAULT YOU AND YOUR CRUSH DIDN'T WORK OUT. NOW LOOK AT THAT YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE HIM ANYMORE, YOU LIKE SOMEONE ELSE. I SWEAR I HATE THIS. I LOVE THE PERSON SHE TOLD (as a friend) BUT SHE IS ONE OF THE MOST WELL KNOWN, TALKATIVE, LOUD PEOPLE I KNOW. SCRATCH THAT, SHE IS THE MOST WELL KNOWN, TALKATIVE, AND LOUD PERSON I KNOW. SHE WILL TALK ABOUT ANYTHING, AND I LOVE THAT ABOUT HER, BUT WHY HER. WHY DID YOU TELL HER AFTER I SAID YOU WERE THE ONLY PERSON I TOLD AND I HOPE IT STAYS THAT WAY, I ASKED YOU TO TELL NO ONE AND YOU GO BEHIND MY BACK AND TELL SOMEONE. SHOULD I TRUST YOU? COME ON, SHOULD I? YOU LIED TO ME ABOUT THE NUMBER OF LAPS YOU RAN IN AC, I DON'T REALLY CARE IF YOU RAN THE CORRECT AMOUNT JUST IF YOU ARE TELLING THE TRUTH. LIKE COME ON, BE SO FR. I WOULDN'T TRUST SOMEONE IF THEY WOULD LIE ABOUT SOMETHING AS SIMPLE AS THAT. I LOVE YOU BUT YOU JUST NEED TO STOP. TREAT ME LIKE I WANT TO BE TREATED, YOU SHOULD RESPECT ME JUST LIKE I RESPECT YOU. HECK I RESPECT YOU MORE THAN I RESPECT MYSELF. GET IT TOGETHER, PLEASE.
           #crashingout sos send help