today i lost a classmate in a car crash. i don't know how i'm supposed to feel. i didn't know him very well, but he sat next to me in my class when we met twice a week. it'll be weird going to that class and not seeing him, knowing he's gone. i don't know what i'm supposed to do nor how i'm supposed to grieve. everything's empty—but i didn't even know him. i'm sorry to weigh this on people, but i don't even know if anyone will read this. i hope that he is in peace now, flying high above and watching over the people he cared so much for.