I am tired.
I am tired of pretending everything is okay. Of trying my hardest when I know it will not get me anywhere. Of feeling like I do not matter.
I know that many of you probably feel that I am simply lazy because I have not written anything in a while. I am sorry if you feel this way, but it is not the case.
So, if you want an explanation as to why I am not writing, here it is.
I am tired. I am sad. I am not motivated to do anything. And, above all, I am alone, so it will take time for me to start writing again.
If you do not have the patience to wait for that day, then that is okay.
I am sorry.
I hope everybody has a lovely day/night.