NTB

One thing I hate about being single again is starting over from scratch with other people, get to know them, what do they like, how are they like etc I’m not very good at conversation until I really know someone so it’s like a whole awkward phase 

First few hours after the breakup nothing has changed I haven’t cried or been upset by it, upset by not getting mad or sad or anything I mean yeah I was really bummed out but I wasn’t like overly upset 

Well.. it’s officially over between me and her like really over relationship isn’t coming back… I’m not mad or sad at all… but I guess I can finally do things I want

Got my school’s year book, at least they used a different image than the one I have for my online school work I look so goofy in that

Florbing on the beat 

Not a lot of people that follow me read my deadweight story or weren’t interested and y’know that’s okay it’s a passion I have to make something new. And the story itself isn’t without help with @that_newt_non_gal glad to call them a friend and honestly a co-author of the book many of their ideas were implemented into the story to make it pop if that makes sense. And if it takes them practically telling tiktok how much a bad person I am for not shouting them out then it proves how bad I am (it’s all jokes)

The gods Devine blessing has touched me I got back together with my girlfriend the break is over! 

God I just had a mental break down a few minutes ago I just want to be like loved again… before me and my girlfriend took this break, I mean it helps her mental out it helps mine but it just sucks seeing her and not expressing my love I miss feeling loved like that

Went to doctor cause stomach pain hurting way to often and really bad, got ultrasound don’t ever get no ultrasound unless you have too that crap hurts so bad they gotta press down super hard

Yes of course, throw up three times I bring you multiple times I’m not feeling good and my mom still sends me to school type of BS is that I feel like crap right now