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Ummm I just remembered this feature on wattpad exists and was reminded of a very cringe part of my life… but honestly I live for it ^^

Dude isn't your profile pic from a hentai

hey 

Currently getting ready for school while study idk if it’s just because i haven’t eaten but I feel like I’m bouta throw up & my moms making me walk :(

Fuck me I have to go to school irl tomorrow to do my m-step but I usually don’t go to sleep in till 2 and I have to wake up at 8:30 
          
          
          Pray for me </3

I swear the people I love want me to off myself 

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          I just seen someone say that having a bad home life is a understandable reason for hurt someone, and I just gonna get to the point.
          No it’s not. Going through something doesn’t give you the right to hurt someone;physically, mentally, or verbally. 
          
          And this is coming from someone who’s experienced this and has done it themselves. Just because you’re going through something doesn’t give you the privilege to make somebody experience the same pain you are. 
          Although I can see where people who do this are coming from it still doesn’t make it okay.
          
          
          
          I Hope Y’all Are Having A Good Day/Afternoon/Evening

But on a real note you my be seeing me ‘talking’ about more serious things like opinions, problems,etc which may or may not include me venting to the internet because I don’t have anyone else.
          
          Also I’m sorry I really trying to finish this chapter on my ibuki x reader (note for future me: don’t publish a story before you completely finish it your putting to much pressure on yourself dumb fuck)
          
          
          Anyway good morning, afternoon,or night wherever you are. Remember you are beautiful no matter your insecurities :)
           
          

TW: rant
          
          
          I don’t like bl. Not because I’m homophobic or anything ,It just makes me uncomfy. It’s just so over sexualized.
          
          It’s like ‘making gay relationships all about sex for your sexual fantasies isn’t right’.
          It’s honestly disgusting. It’s so bad to the point that whenever I tell someone that I read yuri/wlw they almost immediately assume that I read ‘erotic lesbian manga’. Which is utterly ridiculous people shouldn’t be marking lgbtq+ relationship down to just sex.  Don’t get me wrong I’ve read bl before but I don’t like reading the ones that include sex and I’ve been more successful finding that in wlw the only ‘bl’ that I’ve finished that if I’m remembering correctly doesn’t have explicit parts in till the later chapters is cherry blossoms after winter. But this is a real problem and it needs to stop. STOP PUTTING GAY RELATIONSHIPS DOWN TO JUST SEX ITS MORE THAN THAT IF CIS STRAIGHT PEOPLE CAN HAVE ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIPS SO CAN WE. LOVE IS MORE THAN SEX. 
          
          If this is not directed at you, you’ll know it’s not directed at you.

I just tried reading my first book (if you know you know) and my god was it horrible I honestly hate myself for making it but it recently hit 1k reads and it seems like some people actually enjoy it so I’m not gonna delete it ╥﹏╥