One day I'll die and so will all of you. The memory of us will only fade as time goes on. This is just my way of keeping myself alive as long as I can, even after I am gone. 
I know I can be depressing at times but please bare with me... as many of you know life is not always easy and sometimes you just want to give it all up and end everything.
Maybe someday I'll write something extremely happy and make everyone who reads it happy.