notasingleperson

this message may be offensive 
Yo. I'm back.
          	
          	
          	So, I've been a real bitch lately. I left for months without telling anyone, I wouldn't reply to messages or even check this account. For everyone reading my story, following me, all my friends, I'm really sorry. It started out because of a hate account that started messaging me. Basically they told me that I was a shitty writer and a shitty person. I guess I'm not the kind of person who can deal with that so I just left. I felt so horrible about my writing and honestly, I still do. As far as my mental state, that just plummeted. My depression got worse, my insomnia kept me up, and I just didn't feel good about myself as a person. I didn't even want to go on this account so I just set myself as inactive and left. It's not really their fault, all this stuff was kept at bay already and there really wasn't much holding it back. The person who messaged me was probably just going through something, so I won't give the name. But I will say that hate accounts are a horrible thing, do not create one, follow one, or support one. I'm feeling better but I've been having thoughts of leaving this account mainly inactive and just unpublishing this story. I'll try to continue for my readers but I don't know If I can. It's shit anyways but. I should have said something, and for anyone who left me a message on my board or personally dm me, you are all literal cinnamon rolls and deserve every single planet in the universe. Thanks to those who've stuck with me. And for those who haven't, I honestly don't know why anyone has in the first place. I'm so sorry you guys. Love you <3 <3 <3

waverlyyellow

@notasingleperson of course sis! ❤️
• Reply

notasingleperson

@waverlyhuang hello! It does feel very good to be back! I'm not doing perfect right now, but it'll just take a while to get better. I know I'm younger but I feel alright, and after a while I just stopped going on wattpad so I couldn't listen to them anymore. I don't really feel that talented but thank you. Also, thank you for being so understanding, it really makes me feel better when people let me know that I don't have to be pressured to do something. Really, it's very sweet of you, thank you so much lovely! have a good time (whatever time it could be)! Thank you again for being so supportive! :) <4
• Reply

waverlyyellow

hi there! i’m happy that you’re back!! i’m very sorry to hear that you had all this hate sent towards you, you’re a bit on the young side of Wattpad writers (i am myself, there is of course,  nothing wrong with being young) and i’m sorry to hear that you were exposed to something so horrible. don’t listen to the haters, they only want you to feel bad about yourself, you’re very talented and i love your writing—don’t ever stop unless you absolutely want to. this brings me to another point, which is the fact of your own mental health. it’s very mature of you to take a break, and we will all understand if you have to stop writing or using this platform in order to benefit you. your own safety and state of mind is worth more than anything. don’t keep writing unless it’s something you want and choose to do, and also, it’s okay that you haven’t replied to anybody—sometimes a break is something that one needs and sometimes you don’t have the energy to respond. don’t feel bad, everybody is human. i hope you have a good day/night! :)
• Reply

Hey_itz_Jess1

Hellooo i just needed to tell you how amazing your book homophobic is! You are so amazing and talented omg!!!! Homophobic has got to be the best newtmas book I’ve ever read on wattpad it’s just so unbelievably amazing holy damn. I really really hope you are doing alright <3

notasingleperson

@Hey_itz_Jess1 thank you... <3 i'll be okay
• Reply

thorinwakanda

hello happy new year, love. have an amazing start of the year full of love and positivity. miss u ❤

notasingleperson

@thorinwakanda hey, I know that I missed the time you left this for me, but thank you for leaving this while I was away. I hope that this year has been going well for you too. I missed you :(
• Reply

Newt_and_Tommy

Gosh I really miss you so much. I miss you an immense amount. But I’m still very proud of you for doing something that is good for you because you should always do what’s best for you! That’s so important! I really admire you for doing that and I am so glad you are taking care of yourself. I miss you a lot and I love you and you’ll always have a special place in my heart <3

Newt_and_Tommy

Hello! Hi! I just wanted to remind you that I love you super duper much and you’re such a wonderful and amazing person and oh my gosh you mean so much to me! Thank you for being my friend and for being so kind and lovely! YOU’RE THE BEST! I LOVE YOU! I hope you’re having a wonderful day!❤️❤️❤️✨✨

notasingleperson

@Newt_and_Tommy I saw that you are leaving your account, but I just had to say thank you. For being so sweet and kind, it really all felt too good to be true and seeing these messages you left for me still does. Thank you for making my wattpad experience so meaningful, I LOVE YOU TOO!!! You are amazing and I hope that on wattpad or not you know how important you have been to me. Even if you don't ever see this ily and miss you ❤❤
• Reply

lililess

hey love, i'm just here to check in on you! how are you doing? hope you're having a lovely day/night! also i read through some old comments and wanted to say a big thank you again, as you're so sweet and caring, saying the loveliest stuff!! ily❤️

notasingleperson

Wow thank you so much, you are so so sweet I'm really sorry for not seeing this earlier. You are seriously one of my biggest motivators and supporters on wattpad, I love you so much and thank you thank you thank you for being so perfect. I missed you, hope you are doing well too ❤❤❤
• Reply