notdip88

Is love supposed to hurt this much?

AY_enby_12

hey… are you doing any better? 

AY_enby_12

@notdip88 I didn’t assume you’d gotten over her… I just wanted to know if you were doing any better. sue me. I’ll back off. 
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notdip88

@AY_enby_12 how tf would I have just magically gotten over my feelings for her in the span of a month?
            Hmm?
            Explain it to me hun.
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rorys-tiara

hi hru angie?

notdip88

@rorys-tiara i love her so goddamn much and idk how I'm just expected to just move on from something like this.
            She's literally the best thing that's ever happened to me. I can't just shove my feelings for her away in the span of 0.2 seconds
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1_m1ss_th3_st4rs

hey angie, r u doing better? ily /p
          (this V3RY_C00L_P3RS0N 's alt btw)

hearts4leon

@notdip88 @1_m1ss_th3_st4rs 
            
            angel they don't hate you and I don't hate you
            
            you've never given anyone any reasons to hate you and I hate that I made you think that anybody would 
            
            nobody's pretending to like you because they feel bad for you, charlie was just checking up on you because they care about you, the same way I care about you
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notdip88

@1_m1ss_th3_st4rs literally it's fine. You don't have to act like you care about me. I'm just the idiot who fell in love with her best friend then threw a tantrum about it. I know you probably hate me for being a bitch to ellie. You don't have to pretend to like me or pity me
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1_m1ss_th3_st4rs

@notdip88 oh, im so sorry :(
            but hey, dont say that, i care abt u :)
            i mean, u obvi mean at least a little to me if im checking up on u (which is an understatement, bcz i care abt u sm)
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hearts4leon

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I forgive you angel <33
          
          I think I need to apologize as well, so I'm sorry angel, I should've used my fucking head for once and realized that obviously there was something more there
          
          haha I always knew my over-flirtness would come back to bite me later, I just wish it wasn't you who got fucked over in this mess
          
          if it makes you feel any better (doubt it will) i used to like you too, probably not for as long as you, but I definitely felt feelings towards you at some point
          
          I'm so so sorry that you felt as though I was leading you on, I genuinely had no clue you liked me
          
          I still love you so much angel, and maybe it's not the way you'd like me to, but I just want you to know that I'll always be here for you, no matter what <3
          
          (I texted you this but you didn't respond so i assumed you blocked me again)

notdip88

@hearts4leon i already told Ryan about it so feel free to tell mel too.
            Aside from that I don't think anybody else needs to know.
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notdip88

@hearts4leon and bring ethan too, since he's undoubtedly been informed as well.
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notdip88

@hearts4leon let's talk at school (i unblocked you too)
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rorys-tiara

Hey uhm
          I know we haven’t been friends for long
          But if you want please talk to me 
          No judgement here 

notdip88

@rorys-tiara I'm not, but ig I'll have to be if I love her as much as I claim to do
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hearts4leon

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angel you can be pissed at me all you want, but I want you to know that I love you so fucking much
          
          you have been my best friend for my entire life, 16 whole years, that's a title that no one else in this universe has
          
          whatever is going on, we can talk through it, we always do, right?
          
          ilysm and I'm here when you're ready <3

notdip88

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@hearts4leon holy shit you just don't know how to listen do you?
            fuck off ellie. I mean it this time.
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