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So what if I have another test tomorrow 
          So what if I'm here to vent out all my pent up frustrations
          So what if I'm tiered of my failures 
          So what if I'm gonna deleted even these little traces of my existence 
          Can I not be myself for even a moment
          Will it be bothersome if put down my expectations 
          For a moment of breath
          In my willingness to be one with nothingness 
          Is it too bothersome 
          To be it, which I'm not meant to be?

Can I not even hate myself without context ?
          (Noone is gonna mention 'wrong decisions')

Feeling philosophical is a phase

Wattpad reminds me of my teenage

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          Thankyou and sorry for bothering you. ❤
          
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Last time I told someone I love them, it was a frictional character...

I hope noone ever checks out my Wattpad profile cause I'm always talking to myself here...
          And that's concerning'-' 

I'm like no one loves me 
          Then a boy confessed to me and I ran away
          Like girl! Wtf is wronge w u乁⁠(⁠ ⁠•⁠_⁠•⁠ ⁠)⁠ㄏ

Oh please not periods agn w intense emotional torture and deadly cramps resulting in a rotting in my bed phase and crying my eyes out cause noone gave me chocolate or texted back in 0.001 sec

I miss bitches who don't miss me back