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that didn't age well huh

aha. funny..

and i hate you. 

you have me in a constant state of awe, and adoration. The kind of person who brightens up a room when they walk in ; except you don't even have to try. don't even have to say anything, just you, your presence, brightens everything and yeah it's one of the many things I love about you. you know a lot about me now, things people..don't know, and at first I was hesitant. but a part of me is glad, because I know I can trust you. your reaction, your words, moved me so much, I've never had someone say those things to me and it really touched me. I can't even from how much you care about me. makes me wanna cry. it's something I think about every day and yeah, just, thank you, for everything. I know you said I don't need to thank you. but I want to. thank you thank you thank you, my favourite person in the whole wide world who owns my heart, body and soul. your collar may be around my neck but there's a lock on my heart too, and you have the key to it. kith. miss you miss you miss you my love, my princess, my daddy and master, my darling, my cutie, my fiancé. miss you so much and hope you're doing well, and that you've eaten today, and drank lots, and that your head doesn't hurt anymore. 

(ㅅ´ ˘ `) TWO ! *ૢ✧ ཻུ۪۪.*.° 24 | 01 19.
            ah, I dunno, I feel like adding to this again! because I just miss you. I always miss you aha, even though you're around a lot, when you're not, I miss you so much. like I said. I'm constantly checking if I've heard from you. It's probably unhealthy at this point, maybe even obsessive but I can't help it. I'm just always thinking about you. I listen to our song every day, every day. especially on the way to class. he released a music video for it, you know? such a good song. gets me so happy and hyped, makes me smile a lot, anything to do with you makes me smile a lot. maybe that's just how love works or that's just me. that's just what you do to me, regardless of love. I think that even if we weren't lovers, if we were just friends. you'd still make me smile just as much. still make me happy. obviously I wouldn't be able to help crushing on you because you're just..the sweetest. so cute, so beautiful and kind and so full of love and life and I swear, I fall for you all over again with every day that passes. 

I wanna make you food, even though I'm not the best cook I'd learn for you, wanna bring it to you in the bed I made for you and tucked you into, wanna treat you like a king. wanna take a bath with you and massage fruity soaps across your skin, inhale it, and kiss over it all, kiss  your whole body, make you feel loved and appreciated and treasured. wanna constantly smother you. wanna bounce on your lap and wrap my arms around you and hold you close. if I could, if I wasn't so small, I'd pick you up and give you a big, loving squeeze. and smooch all over your pretty face. want to lay over you while we watch TV and just enjoy each others silent presence. wanna have that damn wedding ring on my finger already, wanna be yours, on paper, already. I'm going to cry so much when all of that finally happens, you know? going to sob. probably gonna look ugly, face red and snotty, unable to babble out my vows. but I won't be able to help it. I can feel myself tearing up just talking about it. of course they'll be happy tears, of course. I'll just be so overwhelmed. It'll all feel like a dream, I dream about it all the time, go over it in my head every day..look at stupid wedding magazines and wife blogs and stuff, knowing it's going to be me and you one day. I really can't wait..can we get cute 'his & his' pillows and mugs n stuff that those silly couples on like..pinterest have? aha. maybe..maybe even a little pillow for a little girl or little boy, or dog, if you don't want..you know, kids! cos they're not for everyone. but yeah having a family with you sounds nice. I should probably finish this off now, my fingers are getting tired but yeah - I love you, lots n lots n lots n lotsss kith kith feel better soon and have sweet dreams.

your princess! ! <3 daddy's princess forever n ever n ever! 

like my everything like he means so so so much to me and I never wanna share him, I'm his only princess, his only puppy! !! I love him with all my heart and tbh it's a shame more people don't know and appreciate what a wonderful person he is ): but at the same time I don't wanna share so !! ! but still. he deserves to be loved. deserves to have lots of kisses and cuddles and compliments and I'll never stop smothering him and annoying him.