nothisispaige

You need to write more sh books, yours has honestly been the best I’ve read and I’d love to see more from different shows, maybe even the same show! I’ve struggled w cvtting myself and an ED and all that other shit so your book helped a lot w that. Reading about case was like reading about me (somewhat) and being comforted by my two comfort characters.. I’d love to see more of your works if you ever have the time to do so. 
          I hope your doing alright! Take care <33

I hope you are doing ok, I am 15 and I struggle with SH and severe depression and anxiety. Shits hard but I'm just barely passing by. So far I am in "paranoid and nervous" and it's so good and it's made me relieved that I can relate to someone, the way I SH is about the same as her, just cutting away at my arms, legs, and torso. Right now I am about 3-4 days clean I don't remember. But before that I was like 5 months clean (from blade) but during that about month before my last time I did it with a pushpin. I love your book and I will continue reading it. Sorry about my little rant haha 

You should make another book like with dean and Sam having a little sister but where dean finds out or Castile it was so good I just would love to see it from different point of views as well!!

So I had a slip up for the first time in over a year over a fucking dentist appointment. I'm okayand safe and I have a great therapist and lots of support, but I'm just so anxious I know if I talk to anybody about why I'm upset I'll start panicking again. So I feel like I'm trapped in a hamster ball of emotions and it's bringing the feelings I had before I started my book. I haven't felt this overwhelmed with feelings in a long time and it's scary that they all came back with a touch of bad news. I'm just really upset right now. 

I just wanted to tell you that I am so proud of you for writing and publishing a story that is so personal.  You are a rock star for being so brave to talk so openly about it. You are so encouraging in your authors notes and I can tell that you have a very kind heart and are an encouragement to others. 
          I hope you are well and in a good place in your life and if you happen to be struggling please know you aren't alone. I really appreciate you sharing your feelings about SH and it makes me not feel so alone and that truly helps when you are having a off day when I'm stressed and struggling.  Thank you!♡

So I work in mental health and the red tape everywhere is SO FRUSTRATING. How is anybody supposed to make a difference when there's all this beauocracy fucking over the team? 

Imma just shout out to @deanmonlover67 for being awesome and amazing. Go follow them and read their stories!! ❤❤❤

Listen, I'm sure these are really friggin annoying but I need to to tell me you're alright. I need you to talk to me. You said you didn't feel safe and it scares me. Please just respond.

Hey. Checking in again. You haven't responded and if you need space that's fine but if you want/need to talk, you can always dm me. You might just be busy, I dunno, but please respond when you can. I wanna make sure you're okay. Even if you're not okay, it'd still be nice to hear something from you.

I'm struggling. A lot. It doesn't feel good.