notmine213

I literally hate my wait for your love fic. I didn't represent Aron as a character at all, nor did I represent her relationship with Sam well. They did not start out buddy buddy at ALL in my au. I'm really upset with the fic, so I'm deleting it. I do want to rewrite it, but instead I may just do a bunch of one shot instead until it is a cohesive story. 
          
          I'm gonna make a hc list for them, and her relationships with the others. Eventually I'll get better at writing guys I PROMISE I just suck at pacing and character development/ characterization.
          
          I'm gonna use the title "Wait for your love" for the book where I put the one shots.

I'm better yall, spam me with smut requests if you want.
          
          It changes from a trigger to a coping skill lol

I'm taking a break from writing smut. I've gotten some requests for it, and I physically cannot write it right now. My anxiety has been really bad recently and trying to think about and write sex scenes is really triggering at the moment. I don't know how long it will be, so please be patient if you have any nsfw requests. I'd prefer if you were to make a request, keep it sfw for the time being.

Debating toning down Aron's backstory for my Wait for your love fic, which is a post game fic with my self insert rather than Mika. I don't have any plans for a specific plot, it's more like watching a show with multiple plots and focusing on the character development. Her backstory could make for really cool plots throughout the time of the fic. But I don't want it to seem like weird since Mika has a pretty simple backstory whereas Aron's back story is nonstop plot twists, because I couldn't catch a fucking break growing up LMAO. She represents me before finding out some of the things I know now, health wise and family wise. I want her to grow the ways I felt I have grown, and the ways I still want to grow. I know that people like characters with complex backstories, t I don't know if her backstory being so complex is a good idea for the SM universe. Please give me your thoughts!

The earlier stories on my one-shot book are so humbling. 

debating moving one of my AO3 fics over here too but I don't know if I should

The struggle of random AUs popping in my head when I'm already working on one is real. The big AU fic I'm working on now was an idea while writing a separate big AU fic. 
          Also, thanks to everyone who has taken the time to read and adds a vote on my work. The amount of reads on my one-shot book has doubled in a week, which is insane to me.