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Hi, everyone! I don't know if anyone even looks at this page anymore or checks for updates. I just wanna say that Butterfly probably won't get an update ever again. I'm so sorry to disappoint anyone. I lost passion for the book and for k-pop at all. I am a heavy metal and rock fan right now and don't plan on writing fanfiction again. I have changed a lot since then, changed schools, started playing bass, stopped reading fanfics. I think it becomes obvious that My Real Joy will also never get started. I see some potential in that story and see something happening there if I ever feel like writing romance again. I have gotten into the fantasy/romantasy genre and am currently writing a vampire book. It is a lot of what made me lose passion for Butterfly. I have been thinking of the story for 2 years and writing it for one. It's going great! I don't plan on posting it here for now because I do want to publish it one day. Again I'm so sorry to disappoint. I can tell you how I planned for this story to end if anybody wants? I am forever thankful for writing this because it really gave a lot of experience with writing.

sorry for disturbing but when r u going to update butterfly??

THANK YOU SM FOR 4K EVERYONE! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

THANK YOU FOR 3K ON BUTTERFLY EVERYONE!! I'm so excited to see that I got 1k less that two months. Thank you to everyone supporting me!^^

"We parted and our eyes found each other again. I stared at his eyes, his pupils were dilated. My heart was racing faster than any formula 1 car ever. His eyes were a unique dark brown and they had little sparkles in them now that made them so pretty. Those eyes were enchanting my whole being to him, making me want to stare at them for eternity or him to stare at me with them, to move them across my hair, my body and my face like physical caresses, haunting me with the staggering feeling."
          - My Real Joy, part one
          Here is another sneak peak for my upcoming book. This Heeseung and Joy's kiss that was mentioned in chapter 45 of Butterfly!

"I looked at his neck and saw a hickey and then another one that was halfway hidden by the blazer. Of course he’d stay the same. A person can’t change. Heeseung will always be a playboy that goes around, sleeping with women, fucking around and waking up next to a different woman every morning. And then there was me. The dumb blonde that fell hopelessly in love and got her heart broken. I was so dumb."
          - My Real Joy L. HS ff, second part
          
          Hey, guyss! Merry Christmas! Here is a little sneak peak at my future book. A little Christmas present! As you can see it's a Heeseung ff and I lovee it so much and i have been talking about it all the time. Soon it's going to be an year since i started writing this book but i still haven't started publishing. This is only because I don't have the first part of the book written and i honestly don't have that many ideas for it. I have almost the whole second part written (this sneak peak is from the second part) and it's soo good in my opinion. I will post these kind of sneak peaks occasionally to steer up the drama 
          I'm afraid this is quite a big spoiler but you'll see Byee now guys! Tell me your predictions for My Real Joy. I would love to see what you think about it (aside from the discription ofc) Tell me things you would love to see in my books!
          Bye, guys! Love you all!

Guys I just saw Butterfly has 2k reads! thank you so much to everyone. I can't believe I got 1k chapters only for like 2 months when I waited over a year for my firat one k and I'm so excited. This book has been going amazing and i'm totally attached to Nabi and Hoon but thank's god we'll see them a lot in Hesseung and Joy's book and Jake and Danbi's (a little spoiler for Jake's live interest). But mainly in My Real Joy they appear a lot. Deffinetly read My Real Joy one I start publishing it because there is a lot of Nabi and Hoon content with some interesting stuff about them from other character's point views. THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN AND BYEE. LOVE YOU

Hi guys! Delay with the update this weekend and I'm sorry. The words just aren't coming. I had plenty of time I just don't have much ideas. I hope that tomorrow I will be able to post chapter 38 but I doubt. I'll look to update through the week and I'll have a regular update next Saturday I hope. I'm so sorry for everyone waiting, I just couldn't really focus on writing this past week and I hope I will post tomorrow. I'm sorry once again. Thank you and bye!

Hi guys! I have been noticing lately that I have time left to write and publish only in the weekends so I am going to do a publishing schedule for Butterfly. I really wish to be able to post a new chapter every other day, but i don't have time this school year because of school activities and lessons. I have importat exams at the end of the year so I really want to focus on studying and I'm sorry for all readers that expect new chapters. I really want to start publishing My Real Joy, my Heeseung fanfic, but i am not able to, because i will burn out. I rarely have time to write this one and i also have yoga classes twice a week and lots of somework and take into account that i'm still reading and trying to improve my writing for you guys.
          Sorry once again and let's get to the schedule now:)
          
          Schedule:
          Every Saturday/Sunday, without a certain hour, maybe around 19:00 bulgarian time. 
          i'll try my best to be consistent, thank you and byee