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@notnootfound oh wow.. I'd say you're parents are bitches honestly. If they cared, they wouldn've laughed. And i can relate. I have a bro whose ten, and he swears alot and says mean things to me. Not that i care.
And crying isnt stupid. You cant stop urself from crying, it's natural for us, especially when we just want to die.
Your parents care, they just dont show it. Or they care just a bit. Which is stupid and straight up fucked up. Life gets hard at some point. And ur parents not being supporting and caring doesnt help a single bit.
And your not fat or ugly, no matter what you think. You just haven't realized the beauty in you. And no one is perfect, and no one will be. But the one thing everyone can be is themselves. And everyone is pretty/handsom/hot/sexy/cute/adorable, i dunno. We all are pretty. Inside and out. And you are too. Your body isnt disgusting at all. You cant blame yourself for being like this. You can only accept it, and learn to love it.
Sorry to say this, but wanting to kill urself aint selfish. I mean sure, people will care [well obviously], but it aint selfish. Sometimes you just want to give up. Cant blame you if you're life is just shit right now. Your mom should keep her homophobic mouth shut and just think.
And same here. Ranboo, the other streamers, and my friends are the source of my happiness. And your brother (he's the one whose ten, right?) cant get mad for whatever your source of happiness is.
And its all okay. Im glad ur opening up. Remember that ur friends and I too care about you. You're an amazing person at heart, and you're pretty both inside and out. People who says otherwise are just too blind. I hope your life gets easier. Life may feel like shit, but it'll get easier. You have more to discover.
Take care of yourself, and get some sleep or something to eat or drink. Even if its a bit, it'll help.
Love you!! And others do too!! :)) <3