notonlineanymore77

holy moly,, 
          	
          	i haven’t been on wattpad for a hot second yikes hehe
          	
          	i’m not sure if i’ll finish fly away,, i have a chapter in my drafts which i guess imma publish now
          	
          	but i have exams,, so maybe after them i’ll get around to being more active here as well as insta 
          	
          	anyway,, if ur still here then thanks i guess :]
          	
          	i’ll be back
          	
          	at some point
          	
          	maybe

notonlineanymore77

holy moly,, 
          
          i haven’t been on wattpad for a hot second yikes hehe
          
          i’m not sure if i’ll finish fly away,, i have a chapter in my drafts which i guess imma publish now
          
          but i have exams,, so maybe after them i’ll get around to being more active here as well as insta 
          
          anyway,, if ur still here then thanks i guess :]
          
          i’ll be back
          
          at some point
          
          maybe

notonlineanymore77

hey lads,
          
          so i really haven’t been all to active on wattpad, i guess i’m sorry about that, i’m just pretty busy right now hehe
          
          how are you all doing?
          
          i’m kinda tired lol, it’s only like 1:30 now but my sleeping pills are nAt wOrKiNg djdjsjsj yikes
          
          i guess i wanted to ask you guys what a panic/ anxiety attack is like cause i think i’ve been getting them but idk i’m not sure
          
          lol not @ me being scared of falling apart on my first day back to school fjjdjd 
          
          AnYwAy, i have moments where i can’t breathe and my mind goes blank and everything just closes in, but like, it’s a build up, so i can still function but just everything freaking hurts
          
          yeah, is that an anxiety attack, idk, maybe, maybe not...
          
          i’m probably overthinking again
          
          ah i don’t wanna face people right now mannnnnn
          
          so, you guys know i love you all, right?
          
          ily so stay safe 
          
          please :]

Tsaally

@falsemasquerade This is sooooooooooooooo late ad you could have been already fine but still, you may not have an anxiety attack exactly because you should've been in a hospital by now but rather showing symptoms of an anxiety disorder since anxiety is a worry about future events, while fear is a reaction to current events.  A panic attack occurs when you feel you lose control or heart attack and it's very random like if you worry too much then later on while you are walking and it feels death like you feel like you are literally dying already. Please stay healthy and it's okay to be anxious, being mentally tired isn't a problem. Hugs!
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taerigold

hiiiiiii :) how are you beautiful?

taerigold

@falsemasquerade omg i’m so so so so so sorry i didn’t see this until now! it didn’t give me the notification :(( but awww i’m so sorry :( you okay? do you wanna talk about it?
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notonlineanymore77

thank u for asking tho... how are you?
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notonlineanymore77

ahhh hello ml, i’m doing ok now, kdjdjs had a bit of a breakdown earlier but we move 
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notonlineanymore77

hello lads, guess who’s back and will be updating more regularly, hehe, spoiler, it’s me 0-0
          
          i’m sorry about leaving for a week and a bit, school stuff and life ya know...
          
          i wrote like 6 chapters today tho, so i’ll be posting them over the next 2 weeks ;)

notonlineanymore77

ah so, i was writing a bit and decided to start a chanlix short story which i will publish soon, it’ll only be like 10 chapters so yeahhh :] 
          
          also, if you have any ships you want to see in a soulmates seperated in different universes kinda idea that would be a very slow burner then please give suggestions, i’m open to anything :]  

notonlineanymore77

@minhoscats 0-0 i will keep it a surprise but it will be either seungbin or 2min ;]
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minhoscats

@falsemasquerade 
            
            hMmm my sense are
            tingling towards seungbin
            but also 2min i'm not
            really sure if it's just
            because i'm seungmin
            ships deprived or what 0-0
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notonlineanymore77

@minhoscats anything and everything ;] 
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notonlineanymore77

ahhh i’m sorry about not updating for a couple of days, i’m planning on writing a load more chapters tomorrow :]
          
          i’ve been working on my art instead and forgot about writing 0-0 
          
          (go check out my art/ fan instagram account - falsemasquerade2 (we love some self promo))

notonlineanymore77

ok, so, chapter 9 of fly away is a bit different to the others but i hope you enjoy it...
          
          ALSO ALIEN IS AMAZING, IM SO PROUD OF JISUNG AND IT MADE ME SOB WHEN I FIRST HEARD IT (i swear i’ve written stuff like the lyrics before and it made me feel weird, knowing someone so far away was sharing the same emotions as me)

notonlineanymore77

ughgjhhh, i’m trying to write but it’s not wrokingggg, mannnn, this is so annoying, i think i’ll have to postpone the next update for a few days cause my brain is failing to function, i think i have covid :[ 
          
          also i might start a personal book thing, just cause why not, where i can vent about my life and you can also get to know me, it would be kind fun idk...

notonlineanymore77

@minhoscats we will see, who knows what the future hold am i right ;]
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notonlineanymore77

@minhoscats i am always up to lovingly bonk people on the head so go get some sleep and i’ll bonk in the morning
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minhoscats

@falsemasquerade 
            
            i hope so too, don't worry
            about it okie? maybe it wasn't
            the time yet :')
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