~Ryan~

OK SO I WAS GONNA BE SUPER PRODUCTIVE AND UPLOAD LIKE SO MANY DIFFERENT THINGS BUT I GOT SUPER DISTRACTED WITH STUFF, AND ONLY EVEN STARTED ONE... I NEED TO DO SO MUCH BUT I MAY JUST GIVE UP AND LIKE, DO IT TOMORROW??? IM GONNA TRY AND HAVE ONE CHAPTER UP TONIGHT THOUGH OK. 

I haven't uploaded anything in over a month. I have this fanfic I wrote that is like, 7 pages long, I could finish up that and make it just like, a short story??? Idk? Would anyone want that? Like I don't understand how, but I've just kinda.. lost my interest in writing... But I'm trying to get it back. Like, I'm in the stage where I'm just procrastinating it. When I wanna write, I say 'oh I want a snack' and then put down my laptop and then forget about what I was writing. I hate it so much honestly. Ugh. I'm gonna try and finish chapter two of my lams fic, maybe upload to the jamilton book, and maybe a one shot in the smut book, I wanna be productive today. 

SO I WAS GOING TO UPLOAD BUT I JUST KINDA KEPT PUTTING IT OFF AND UHM NOW IM SUPER BEHIND AND I FEEL KINDA BAD BECAUSE I NEED TO UPDATE BUT I ALSO HAVE TO LIKE, NOT DIE, AND PASS MY CLASSES AND IM SO CONFUSED LIKE DO I DO THE FUN STUFF THAT STRESSES ME OUT OR THE NOT FUN STUFF THAT MAKES ME SO DEPRESSED I CANT GET OUT OF BED? IDK WHERE THIS IS GOING IM JUST SO STRESSED FROM SCHOOL N STUFF SO UHH BYE I GUESS

Aaah I haven't uploaded in a week! but I'm working on a new story, and chapter 2 of I've Lost Him should be up by Monday, but I'm making no promises. Who am I even talking to? I have no followers. anywhoo! back to writing, so that there is some content for you guys. Oh! I almost forgot, I'm also working on the second One-Shot in my smut book, this one will be Mullette. So, uhm, yeah, I have a lot of writing to do I guess, so I will be in contact later. Bye, now.