notstraightstories

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there is a reason I don't tell my mom stuff.
          	i told my mom how i was hurt that a guy i liked had a girlfriend. AND to make matters EVEN FUCKING WORST, i told his girlfriend, who i didn't know was dating him, and she was the first person i told. and you know what she said when i told her i didn't want to go to school tomorrow? she said, "there is no reason you should be this hurt over a guy." AND SHE THOUGHT THAT SOMEHOW HER LIKING THE ROCK WAS RELATED TO ME LIKING SOMEONE I KNOW, THAT IM FRIENDS WITH. she told me "Am i heartbroken that the rock is married, yes." NO YOU AREN'T. I NEVER SAID I WAS HEARTBROKEN. I SAID I WAS HURT. YOU ARE MY MOTHER YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO HELP ME NOT THIS BULLSHIT

notstraightstories

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there is a reason I don't tell my mom stuff.
          i told my mom how i was hurt that a guy i liked had a girlfriend. AND to make matters EVEN FUCKING WORST, i told his girlfriend, who i didn't know was dating him, and she was the first person i told. and you know what she said when i told her i didn't want to go to school tomorrow? she said, "there is no reason you should be this hurt over a guy." AND SHE THOUGHT THAT SOMEHOW HER LIKING THE ROCK WAS RELATED TO ME LIKING SOMEONE I KNOW, THAT IM FRIENDS WITH. she told me "Am i heartbroken that the rock is married, yes." NO YOU AREN'T. I NEVER SAID I WAS HEARTBROKEN. I SAID I WAS HURT. YOU ARE MY MOTHER YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO HELP ME NOT THIS BULLSHIT

notstraightstories

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(not you guys, just one kid I know that I want to get out.) I fucking hate you. Just fucking let it go. You are a bad friend. You're a dick. The only reason why she's your friend is out of pity. I'm not being a bitch, I'm just telling you what they told me. People are uncomfortable around you. I don't understand why I put up with your bullshit for so long. I cared about our friendship when you pushed me aside. I was a shoulder to cry on for you. I helped and supported your relationship because it made you happy. I hate to break it to you, but I can't always smile. I also want to cry. I can't at home so I go to you for help. Well, my dumbass thinks you will help. But you never did. My feelings were pushed aside so you can talk about how bad you feel about the same thing for the 100th time. And you know what, I fucking listened. You're not the only one going through bad thoughts. And when we try to help, you get mad at us. So yeah, I think you're a bitch. Truly, you were toxic. I don't know why I tried so hard to help you all the time. Fuck you Ollie.

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tw: mention of suicide
          can y'all help me? my friend's going some shit(not going to say what for privacy reasons)but he's now thing about suicide. I haven't known him for long, but he quickly became my best friend. I want to help them in any way, so if you have something to help, pls let me know.

notstraightstories

@Pink3dB33 yeah, about me and him being best friends...
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notstraightstories

@Pink3dB33 Thank you, but we are both minors and job-less, so I don't know if he could get proper help. I will recommend them painting, though. Thank you so much.
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Pink3dB33

@kat_gowoof  encourage him to get help! I have been through the same state and honestly, if I didn't promise my friend I'd get help I probably would've committed su!cid3. Also fidget toys and rubber bands kept me quite distracted from the thoughts. And if he as thoughts on s3lf-haRm or has done it in the past, I highly recommend painting. It calms me but it's different for everyone. I hope he doesn't do it. I'll pray for his safety :)
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notstraightstories

it is the middle of june

notstraightstories

I know, it's hard, can't make you happier now
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Pink3dB33

Bro these heatwaves been faking me out ;_;
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notstraightstories

I just realized my parents still think I'm straight, christian, and use she/her pronouns. who's gonna tell them.

notstraightstories

ok, but no cheating
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Pink3dB33

@kat_gowoof Ight, Rock, Paper Scissors? If you win Ill tell yours and if I win you tell mine? :] Deal? (this is for jokess)
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