notyourdevil66

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Nothing hurts more than watching your ex be better to his current boyfriend than he was to you. Doing things you practically begged to do with him only for him to do it effortlessly for this new guy. And like, I'm over my ex but HOLY SHIT. You couldn't be this way with me? Like wdym you're gonna do this for him? But not for me? Like hello? Where was this for me?
          	
          	It's literally so like- heartbreaking bc I gave you fucking EVERYTHING. I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING. Just for it to NEVER EVER FUCKING BE RETURNED.
          	
          	Like genuinely I'm glad I broke up with him, but seeing him be this way with a different boy is low key heartbreaking.

muiswifeno1

@notyourdevil66 i feel you. that just means that he wasn’t good enough for you and you’ll find someone better, trust me, i’ve been there ♡
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SnapexLuciusxCalypso

mornings suck

SnapexLuciusxCalypso

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@notyourdevil66 shit that sucks. I slept till ten but i didnt go to bed till three am because i was doing school
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notyourdevil66

@SnapexLuciusxCalypso so real. One of my cats peed on my dresser so I had to get up earlier than usual </3
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SnapexLuciusxCalypso

hello. I am exhausted and the resin you gave me today was NOT DRY so it got all over my nice blouse. You really needed to leave them a little longer.

SnapexLuciusxCalypso

@notyourdevil66 i passed out in the car and until five when we got inside, i didnt even open my eyes completely when we got home i forced tina to carry me inside lol. Im lazy.
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SnapexLuciusxCalypso

@notyourdevil66 check out my library i just realized i still have my old favorite books downloaded lol. I have issues.
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SnapexLuciusxCalypso

@notyourdevil66 lol yeah it was interesting when i woke up when we got bck home and i couldnt get the butterfly of my shirt and i was sleepy so i didnt notice why and ripped it off, i washed the shirt in boiling water and got it out though lol its fine, and funny. Did you get the nap you wanted?
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notyourdevil66

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Nothing hurts more than watching your ex be better to his current boyfriend than he was to you. Doing things you practically begged to do with him only for him to do it effortlessly for this new guy. And like, I'm over my ex but HOLY SHIT. You couldn't be this way with me? Like wdym you're gonna do this for him? But not for me? Like hello? Where was this for me?
          
          It's literally so like- heartbreaking bc I gave you fucking EVERYTHING. I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING. Just for it to NEVER EVER FUCKING BE RETURNED.
          
          Like genuinely I'm glad I broke up with him, but seeing him be this way with a different boy is low key heartbreaking.

muiswifeno1

@notyourdevil66 i feel you. that just means that he wasn’t good enough for you and you’ll find someone better, trust me, i’ve been there ♡
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notyourdevil66

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My bad guys I died again <3
          
          No, because genuinely, I am so fucking sorry for just disappearing, like, actually. I'm just..its been rough. But, I'm working through it ! I'm working on myself. 
          
          But, really, the main reason I haven't been doing much is..I'm so fucking burned out. As an artist. A writer. 
          
          AI has been such a difficult thing for me to deal with. Because as an artist, I hate seeing works stolen from other artists. Seeing them used without consent. And it's tiring. Working for hours just to see AI create what I did within minutes. Because people don't want to pay for some artwork, because they'd rather do it for free. Just shit like that.
          
          Anyways, for my writing. Im..I don't know. I am still very much in the genshin Fandom, don't get me wrong. But my Xiaoven hyperfixation has gone dormant, and I'm honestly more into the Haikaveh hyperfixation. And not only that, my old works/WIPS...the..writing is kinda bad. You may not agree but I hate it so much. Like, I'm honestly about to unpublish and delete, and start from scratch on them all. Like, actually.
          
          Anyways, now that, that is out of the way, let's give some updates I suppose. 
          
          I'm getting a tattoo in July! I turned 18 a few days ago, and I'm getting my first tattoo, which is gonna be the squid with the button eye from Coraline! I also got a new phone, for my birthday, and I got HSR, and Wuthering waves, though WuWa runs super laggy on my phone so I haven't played it much unfortunately. But I'm definitely enjoying HSR! anyways, that's that. Again, I am so SORRY AGH. Shits rough. But I'm trying, gang. 
          
          Love yall tho, yall loyal.

notyourdevil66

@Xia0s___Wife0 sorry for such a long wait of replying. Forget I've got wattpad sometimes . 
            
            But anyways! Super excited for you to get your tattoo! It's definitely a nerve wracking and exciting moment lol! But I absolutely love how mine came out, it's just about finished healing too! 
            
            And I'm super glad you enjoy my works, ahhh, I'm really happy to include more disabilities in my works, especially with characters that people love, and can relate to. And if you're willing to share, privately or not, I'd love to learn about your disabilities to learn about them and get any of them as accurate as possible, so! 
            
            But again, thank you for your kind words, they mean so much to me, and I'm so thankful for your continuous support <3
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Xia0s___Wife0

OOOOH!!! Happy birthday!! 18 is so fun because of the new opportunities you get presented with, tattoos being one of them!! Coraline is one of my favorite books and Im planning to get a tattoo based off of it as-well!! As for the other parts of this announcement, Burn out is really horrible and trust me I understand. I really appreciate your works I want you to know that your works seriously helped me. This may sound super shallow or dumb but I cant tell you how validating it is to see disabilities that I have represented in things that I enjoy. I love the way you can include them without making the whole work centered around them and that seriously helped me be less ashamed or annoyed with them, so thank you for that. (And Im sure I’m not the only one!!) Anyways, I love your writing style and if you chose not to continue your past stories then so be it, just know that Ill be one of the first people reading the new ones! I really hope you feel better. Again, prioritize yourself!! Theres nothing wrong with it. But thank you for reading this annoyingly long message, and I hope it means something.
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muiswifeno1

quick question, why'd you delete the book about Xiao being a tattooist? i think it was 'is this love?' or smth...

notyourdevil66

@muiswifeno1 @AceGenerations I did unpublish it. I've been wanting to rewrite it for some time, and havent gotten around to it. I might do the same with my other Xiaoven books, and move to AO3. But I have no decided yet as I'm hardly on Wattpad anymore. I will update on my board whether I do so or not :) i appreciate the concern and I will update you all when I decide.
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AceGenerations

@muiswifeno1 they deleted/unpublished most of their works
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notyourdevil66

important kinda, uhhh.
          I MIGHT be leaving wattpad. Permanently. Idk yet, I've been thinking. I'm hardly on it, I hardly write. I love Xiaoven, I love writing about them, I love them more than anything...But i..just don't use wattpad. I might just, switch to AO3 but I've not decided just yet. So..YEAH!

aalatvss

@notyourdevil66  cross-platform is something that many authors use, you could give it a try and see how it goes!
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muiswifeno1

@notyourdevil66 you're the only reason i have an account here
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notyourdevil66

@AceGenerations @memememememenekebrjd 
            it's not official! I'm still thinking of the decision, and if I do switch to AO3, I'd transfer my WIP's to that, and let you all know!
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