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(2)	Thankfully, months later she put the link on her blog again but stopped updating her blog and like 2 years ago she forgot the password and everything and ever since she’s inactive. She was working on a new fan fiction back then but she never got to upload it. It’s making me CRAZY because I would K*LL to read new stories from her but her blog was the only place we communicated and years have passed so I have no idea what happened, if she stopped writing. I’m guessing she moved on with her life; education and everything...I was just SO happy that Hostage was still there to be read. But after these years I've been thinking about putting it out again. Because I REALLY want this story to be read by many people, appreciated by many people. Maybe old readers want to read it again too?  I've been thinking about these for a loooong time, really long, as in YEARS. Since her blog has been inactive for nearly 3 years it’s kind of impossible for it to gain new readers but on here it might get attention again if I upload it one by one. I was thinking about these, I’ve started reading it again, I’ve been finding pictures to edit for the chapters even you don’t know how much I love this story dear God… But I want to share it all with you too; the chapters, the edits, the songs I think that goes well with the chapters etc…  if, you would want that too and more importantly, I was really young when I first read the story. Now that I’m older and think differently I kind of want to put story out with a proper warning and a better advice after all the conversations I had with the author and /really knowing/ what’s really went down with the characters. Because Hostage is no regular love story. It’s not even a love story. It has disturbing content and really serious events that go down. Anyways! This took too long, the question is, do you want me to post Hostage on here again?

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(2)	Thankfully, months later she put the link on her blog again but stopped updating her blog and like 2 years ago she forgot the password and everything and ever since she’s inactive. She was working on a new fan fiction back then but she never got to upload it. It’s making me CRAZY because I would K*LL to read new stories from her but her blog was the only place we communicated and years have passed so I have no idea what happened, if she stopped writing. I’m guessing she moved on with her life; education and everything...I was just SO happy that Hostage was still there to be read. But after these years I've been thinking about putting it out again. Because I REALLY want this story to be read by many people, appreciated by many people. Maybe old readers want to read it again too?  I've been thinking about these for a loooong time, really long, as in YEARS. Since her blog has been inactive for nearly 3 years it’s kind of impossible for it to gain new readers but on here it might get attention again if I upload it one by one. I was thinking about these, I’ve started reading it again, I’ve been finding pictures to edit for the chapters even you don’t know how much I love this story dear God… But I want to share it all with you too; the chapters, the edits, the songs I think that goes well with the chapters etc…  if, you would want that too and more importantly, I was really young when I first read the story. Now that I’m older and think differently I kind of want to put story out with a proper warning and a better advice after all the conversations I had with the author and /really knowing/ what’s really went down with the characters. Because Hostage is no regular love story. It’s not even a love story. It has disturbing content and really serious events that go down. Anyways! This took too long, the question is, do you want me to post Hostage on here again?

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(1)	Hello! So, some of you may remember me posting a HS fan fiction called "Hostage" on here. It wasn't my story but I had the permission and all that. I was one of the first readers of the story as the story's being one of my very first HS fanfictions I've read. So you could say it has a very special place in my heart. But time has passed and the author deleted the story on one of the sites she has posted along with her account and removed the ff page on her Tumblr. I was so sad you can't even imagine and I felt really weird having it on here so I also put it as a draft and I messaged her on Tumblr saying if everything was alright. Thankfully it was. She just messed some things up and deleted one of her stories accidentally but then she ended up deleting her whole account but she let me know she didn't “deleted” the story on her blog she just removed the link for a while. I was SO happy to hear that because I thought she deleted it all.  In one of our conversations I let her know that I also put the story down here too because I thought it would be wrong to have it visible here when the original was not there. But she told me I could’ve kept it on here if I wanted to or change things as I wished because there were parts I felt /really/ uncomfortable as a reader and the author knew that. I felt REALLY weird about all of these so I just said no. I was just sad and kinda felt like crying lmao you might think 'chill it's just a ff' but to me it meant so much more. But .. days later she sent me a message saying that I could do whatever I wanted with the story; I could post it again if I wanted to for my own pleasure or for the readers’ on here. Even the thought of Hostage being gone /completely/ was making me sad you don't even know. I'm still so thankful to the author for giving me the pleasure of keeping it for myself even for a while.