noya.

over. 

thanks high school. i was 8 months clean but now im not. 

happy bday

I'll be watching you
          (Every breath you take)
          (Every move you make)
          (Every bond you break)
          (Every step you take)
          I'll be watching you 
          (Every single day)
          (Every word you say)
          (Every game you play)
          (Every night you stay)
           I'll be watching you

when i have good grades in school, i have good relationship with my parents, i'm not lock in my room all day with watching depressed tv shows, i sleep well, i don't smoke or drink anymore, i'm finally not feel not good enough for anyone, i feel healed inside, but then the lamp starts to look weird. 

i still remember the first fall of snow and how it glistened as it fell, i remember it all too well..

he didnt answer. again. 

why do i fall in love with every man i see who shows me the least bit of attention? 

where did all the time go?

carpe diem.