I felt heart broken after my best friend ignored me because she lost the person she love the most I mean like yeah all prayers to who ever passed away but I texted her when I lose my grandma due cancer and my other best friend to su1c1d3 and I still texted her as if nothing happened I cried cried cried and pray (for my grandma and my bsf )wondering what I did and I was stupid relapsing because of her now my wrist, upper arm and my thighs are all covered in scars again.