i feel bad that i don’t know your birthday cause i know it’s in june or july.
i wanna sand you my favorite scrunchie and a bear but hNNn i will rage.
every day without you i get more worried but i know for a fact you’re okay.
you’re stronger than that.
i love you baby boy ❤️
so schools almost over
gives me more time to work on your book too baby
and next week is gonna be our 2 months of ya dating OWO.
i hope you’ll be able to be here but if not it’s okay
besides i believe we’ll make up up to a year uwu
when we do i’ll make you some kind of video
lol please come back i love you and need you so much
(tell giraffe i said hi❤️)
so i put fairy lights in my room and it makes it so much prettier—
i deadass miss you.
like much to the point i have to look at our messages to refrain from crying.
i almost drilled my head the other day but luckily my step dad caught me and ofc my nerdy ass laughed it off. (it was quite funny a bit) i’ve kinda lost interest in school and activities that made me happy.
at this point i give up on school
and my grades and basically passing any test they give me.
i don’t enjoy reading as much and i watch bear videos cause you remind me of a bear. every song i listen to ends up drawing my mind back to you.
things have been hard without you here
i feel alone and shit. i basically am.
but i’ll wait for you.
as long as i need too. ❤️
also listen to promise my chelji (one of the songs that reminds me of you)
i’ll make you a playlist baby mwah.
i quit volleyball lol.
i legit got annoyed by the sport itself and just quit and because i get so bored and shit (when you get back i’ll tell you what happened)